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Of course, the will of God Almighty is not to be objected to, and perhaps you
hate something as God Almighty said, and it is
good for you, but if I asked you, Abdullah, about the
most important things, meaning that you have lost and wish to
have after your affliction, meaning paralysis, is a disability. My wishes are
three wishes that
tire me out with
regret. My wish is to prostrate to God as a master,
and God willing, I will not get up from
it. There is an
inner fear. There is a verse in the Quran that says, “On the Day when the shin will be laid bare, they will be called
to prostrate, but they will not be able to.” I am not able to
prostrate. During the days when I was walking, I missed
many prayers. Now, there are people who might be sad about it. Yes, if they see me in this
state, they will be sad about it,
but when I am not praying, no one will complain about it.
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second is that I turn a page in the
Quran. You do not think about it. I
see it like a
mountain. The third is that I myself, during a holiday, an occasion,
or a
joyful occasion, enter the house and hug it
to see the
sun to the