1 00:00:00,320 --> 00:00:02,869 We were staying in a haunted house. It 2 00:00:02,869 --> 00:00:02,879 We were staying in a haunted house. It 3 00:00:02,879 --> 00:00:08,070 We were staying in a haunted house. It was very haunted for almost 2 years and 4 00:00:08,070 --> 00:00:08,080 was very haunted for almost 2 years and 5 00:00:08,080 --> 00:00:11,589 was very haunted for almost 2 years and he changed. He had his personality. 6 00:00:11,589 --> 00:00:11,599 he changed. He had his personality. 7 00:00:11,599 --> 00:00:13,190 he changed. He had his personality. Cabinets would open. 8 00:00:13,190 --> 00:00:13,200 Cabinets would open. 9 00:00:13,200 --> 00:00:13,669 Cabinets would open. >> Mhm. 10 00:00:13,669 --> 00:00:13,679 >> Mhm. 11 00:00:13,679 --> 00:00:16,630 >> Mhm. >> Um the surround sound would turn by 12 00:00:16,630 --> 00:00:16,640 >> Um the surround sound would turn by 13 00:00:16,640 --> 00:00:19,429 >> Um the surround sound would turn by itself would open and close and then all 14 00:00:19,429 --> 00:00:19,439 itself would open and close and then all 15 00:00:19,439 --> 00:00:21,429 itself would open and close and then all of a sudden it's like it followed us or 16 00:00:21,429 --> 00:00:21,439 of a sudden it's like it followed us or 17 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:23,910 of a sudden it's like it followed us or something. It started to happen again. 18 00:00:23,910 --> 00:00:23,920 something. It started to happen again. 19 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:26,390 something. It started to happen again. your husband at the time, he was 20 00:00:26,390 --> 00:00:26,400 your husband at the time, he was 21 00:00:26,400 --> 00:00:28,470 your husband at the time, he was dwelling into some kind of a 22 00:00:28,470 --> 00:00:28,480 dwelling into some kind of a 23 00:00:28,480 --> 00:00:30,390 dwelling into some kind of a >> I went to a priest. I didn't want to be 24 00:00:30,390 --> 00:00:30,400 >> I went to a priest. I didn't want to be 25 00:00:30,400 --> 00:00:32,470 >> I went to a priest. I didn't want to be in this kind of a relationship and the 26 00:00:32,470 --> 00:00:32,480 in this kind of a relationship and the 27 00:00:32,480 --> 00:00:34,389 in this kind of a relationship and the priest told me I went in the bedroom and 28 00:00:34,389 --> 00:00:34,399 priest told me I went in the bedroom and 29 00:00:34,399 --> 00:00:36,950 priest told me I went in the bedroom and I saw him in the closet and he he was 30 00:00:36,950 --> 00:00:36,960 I saw him in the closet and he he was 31 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:38,549 I saw him in the closet and he he was looking at it and that's when your show 32 00:00:38,549 --> 00:00:38,559 looking at it and that's when your show 33 00:00:38,559 --> 00:00:40,470 looking at it and that's when your show kept popping up. Let me watch this. What 34 00:00:40,470 --> 00:00:40,480 kept popping up. Let me watch this. What 35 00:00:40,480 --> 00:00:42,229 kept popping up. Let me watch this. What What is this teen show? You know 36 00:00:42,229 --> 00:00:42,239 What is this teen show? You know 37 00:00:42,239 --> 00:00:55,990 What is this teen show? You know >> this is the the 38 00:00:55,990 --> 00:00:56,000 39 00:00:56,000 --> 00:00:58,150 assalamikum. Greetings a peace. Welcome 40 00:00:58,150 --> 00:00:58,160 assalamikum. Greetings a peace. Welcome 41 00:00:58,160 --> 00:00:59,510 assalamikum. Greetings a peace. Welcome to the dean show. We got another 42 00:00:59,510 --> 00:00:59,520 to the dean show. We got another 43 00:00:59,520 --> 00:01:04,950 to the dean show. We got another exciting episode. We have Mary with us 44 00:01:04,950 --> 00:01:04,960 exciting episode. We have Mary with us 45 00:01:04,960 --> 00:01:09,670 exciting episode. We have Mary with us here at the Dean Center in the studio. 46 00:01:09,670 --> 00:01:09,680 here at the Dean Center in the studio. 47 00:01:09,680 --> 00:01:10,230 here at the Dean Center in the studio. >> Salam. 48 00:01:10,230 --> 00:01:10,240 >> Salam. 49 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:12,230 >> Salam. >> How are you? 50 00:01:12,230 --> 00:01:12,240 >> How are you? 51 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:14,870 >> How are you? I was very uh touched. You brought me a 52 00:01:14,870 --> 00:01:14,880 I was very uh touched. You brought me a 53 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:16,070 I was very uh touched. You brought me a a gift here. 54 00:01:16,070 --> 00:01:16,080 a gift here. 55 00:01:16,080 --> 00:01:16,550 a gift here. >> Yes. 56 00:01:16,550 --> 00:01:16,560 >> Yes. 57 00:01:16,560 --> 00:01:18,310 >> Yes. >> Yes. Thank you very much. I'll go ahead 58 00:01:18,310 --> 00:01:18,320 >> Yes. Thank you very much. I'll go ahead 59 00:01:18,320 --> 00:01:22,789 >> Yes. Thank you very much. I'll go ahead and open it. Beautiful. Thank you. Okay. 60 00:01:22,789 --> 00:01:22,799 and open it. Beautiful. Thank you. Okay. 61 00:01:22,799 --> 00:01:24,789 and open it. Beautiful. Thank you. Okay. This first time I'm seeing it. You guys 62 00:01:24,789 --> 00:01:24,799 This first time I'm seeing it. You guys 63 00:01:24,799 --> 00:01:27,109 This first time I'm seeing it. You guys seen it too. Thank you. Alhamdulillah. 64 00:01:27,109 --> 00:01:27,119 seen it too. Thank you. Alhamdulillah. 65 00:01:27,119 --> 00:01:28,630 seen it too. Thank you. Alhamdulillah. Thank you, brother Eddie, for helping 66 00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:28,640 Thank you, brother Eddie, for helping 67 00:01:28,640 --> 00:01:30,710 Thank you, brother Eddie, for helping save my life. 68 00:01:30,710 --> 00:01:30,720 save my life. 69 00:01:30,720 --> 00:01:32,149 save my life. Alhamdulillah. Then you have a 70 00:01:32,149 --> 00:01:32,159 Alhamdulillah. Then you have a 71 00:01:32,159 --> 00:01:34,230 Alhamdulillah. Then you have a paragraph. Um 72 00:01:34,230 --> 00:01:34,240 paragraph. Um 73 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:36,870 paragraph. Um it says, "Sister Miam the Italian, all 74 00:01:36,870 --> 00:01:36,880 it says, "Sister Miam the Italian, all 75 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:38,469 it says, "Sister Miam the Italian, all praises to Allah. Thank you for his 76 00:01:38,469 --> 00:01:38,479 praises to Allah. Thank you for his 77 00:01:38,479 --> 00:01:40,310 praises to Allah. Thank you for his infinite mercy and God. It is though his 78 00:01:40,310 --> 00:01:40,320 infinite mercy and God. It is though his 79 00:01:40,320 --> 00:01:42,149 infinite mercy and God. It is though his divine power and I led to discover the 80 00:01:42,149 --> 00:01:42,159 divine power and I led to discover the 81 00:01:42,159 --> 00:01:44,469 divine power and I led to discover the the light of Islam and and a significant 82 00:01:44,469 --> 00:01:44,479 the light of Islam and and a significant 83 00:01:44,479 --> 00:01:47,590 the light of Islam and and a significant part of that journey was encourag 84 00:01:47,590 --> 00:01:47,600 part of that journey was encourag 85 00:01:47,600 --> 00:01:49,590 part of that journey was encourag um encountering brother Eddie. His 86 00:01:49,590 --> 00:01:49,600 um encountering brother Eddie. His 87 00:01:49,600 --> 00:01:51,510 um encountering brother Eddie. His dedication and his message he shares on 88 00:01:51,510 --> 00:01:51,520 dedication and his message he shares on 89 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:54,149 dedication and his message he shares on the dean show truly became a beacon for 90 00:01:54,149 --> 00:01:54,159 the dean show truly became a beacon for 91 00:01:54,159 --> 00:01:56,310 the dean show truly became a beacon for me during a time when I was searching 92 00:01:56,310 --> 00:01:56,320 me during a time when I was searching 93 00:01:56,320 --> 00:01:58,389 me during a time when I was searching for the truth. I am eternally grateful 94 00:01:58,389 --> 00:01:58,399 for the truth. I am eternally grateful 95 00:01:58,399 --> 00:02:00,230 for the truth. I am eternally grateful to Allah 96 00:02:00,230 --> 00:02:00,240 to Allah 97 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:04,870 to Allah uh tala for his persistence with me for 98 00:02:04,870 --> 00:02:04,880 uh tala for his persistence with me for 99 00:02:04,880 --> 00:02:06,789 uh tala for his persistence with me for guiding me to brother Eddie's efforts 100 00:02:06,789 --> 00:02:06,799 guiding me to brother Eddie's efforts 101 00:02:06,799 --> 00:02:09,190 guiding me to brother Eddie's efforts and for allowing me to finally say the 102 00:02:09,190 --> 00:02:09,200 and for allowing me to finally say the 103 00:02:09,200 --> 00:02:11,990 and for allowing me to finally say the shahada may Allah the almighty bless 104 00:02:11,990 --> 00:02:12,000 shahada may Allah the almighty bless 105 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:14,309 shahada may Allah the almighty bless brother the immenscy amen for his 106 00:02:14,309 --> 00:02:14,319 brother the immenscy amen for his 107 00:02:14,319 --> 00:02:15,830 brother the immenscy amen for his unwavering commitment to spreading the 108 00:02:15,830 --> 00:02:15,840 unwavering commitment to spreading the 109 00:02:15,840 --> 00:02:17,510 unwavering commitment to spreading the beautiful message of Islam he is truly a 110 00:02:17,510 --> 00:02:17,520 beautiful message of Islam he is truly a 111 00:02:17,520 --> 00:02:19,270 beautiful message of Islam he is truly a light in the world alhamdulillah 112 00:02:19,270 --> 00:02:19,280 light in the world alhamdulillah 113 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:21,750 light in the world alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah praises to 114 00:02:21,750 --> 00:02:21,760 alhamdulillah alhamdulillah praises to 115 00:02:21,760 --> 00:02:23,350 alhamdulillah alhamdulillah praises to the creator of the heavens and earth wow 116 00:02:23,350 --> 00:02:23,360 the creator of the heavens and earth wow 117 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:25,670 the creator of the heavens and earth wow this means this is amazing this is 118 00:02:25,670 --> 00:02:25,680 this means this is amazing this is 119 00:02:25,680 --> 00:02:27,350 this means this is amazing this is amazing we're going to have find a spot 120 00:02:27,350 --> 00:02:27,360 amazing we're going to have find a spot 121 00:02:27,360 --> 00:02:30,070 amazing we're going to have find a spot up here. That's a really heart touching 122 00:02:30,070 --> 00:02:30,080 up here. That's a really heart touching 123 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:32,390 up here. That's a really heart touching gift. Thank you so much. 124 00:02:32,390 --> 00:02:32,400 gift. Thank you so much. 125 00:02:32,400 --> 00:02:35,110 gift. Thank you so much. >> So, it says Mary the uh Italian. 126 00:02:35,110 --> 00:02:35,120 >> So, it says Mary the uh Italian. 127 00:02:35,120 --> 00:02:37,509 >> So, it says Mary the uh Italian. >> Yeah, they know me at TMC as Miam the 128 00:02:37,509 --> 00:02:37,519 >> Yeah, they know me at TMC as Miam the 129 00:02:37,519 --> 00:02:38,309 >> Yeah, they know me at TMC as Miam the Italian. 130 00:02:38,309 --> 00:02:38,319 Italian. 131 00:02:38,319 --> 00:02:39,030 Italian. >> Yeah. 132 00:02:39,030 --> 00:02:39,040 >> Yeah. 133 00:02:39,040 --> 00:02:41,350 >> Yeah. >> And you named yourself um was it before 134 00:02:41,350 --> 00:02:41,360 >> And you named yourself um was it before 135 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:43,190 >> And you named yourself um was it before it was always Mary and then now people 136 00:02:43,190 --> 00:02:43,200 it was always Mary and then now people 137 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:45,670 it was always Mary and then now people are seeing you wearing the hijab and 138 00:02:45,670 --> 00:02:45,680 are seeing you wearing the hijab and 139 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:48,470 are seeing you wearing the hijab and that's uh Jesus's mother is also named 140 00:02:48,470 --> 00:02:48,480 that's uh Jesus's mother is also named 141 00:02:48,480 --> 00:02:51,270 that's uh Jesus's mother is also named Mary. So, let's go back. Tell us a 142 00:02:51,270 --> 00:02:51,280 Mary. So, let's go back. Tell us a 143 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:53,030 Mary. So, let's go back. Tell us a little about yourself. Tell me, tell us 144 00:02:53,030 --> 00:02:53,040 little about yourself. Tell me, tell us 145 00:02:53,040 --> 00:02:56,390 little about yourself. Tell me, tell us um um you know how this all started 146 00:02:56,390 --> 00:02:56,400 um um you know how this all started 147 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:58,229 um um you know how this all started where now I'm getting this gift and 148 00:02:58,229 --> 00:02:58,239 where now I'm getting this gift and 149 00:02:58,239 --> 00:03:00,790 where now I'm getting this gift and there was a before all of that and how 150 00:03:00,790 --> 00:03:00,800 there was a before all of that and how 151 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:02,949 there was a before all of that and how we came to here but let's let's uh start 152 00:03:02,949 --> 00:03:02,959 we came to here but let's let's uh start 153 00:03:02,959 --> 00:03:04,390 we came to here but let's let's uh start with the early beginnings a little bit. 154 00:03:04,390 --> 00:03:04,400 with the early beginnings a little bit. 155 00:03:04,400 --> 00:03:07,110 with the early beginnings a little bit. You're where you're born where you're 156 00:03:07,110 --> 00:03:07,120 You're where you're born where you're 157 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:09,030 You're where you're born where you're from your parents a little bit and we 158 00:03:09,030 --> 00:03:09,040 from your parents a little bit and we 159 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:10,070 from your parents a little bit and we can kind of go from there. 160 00:03:10,070 --> 00:03:10,080 can kind of go from there. 161 00:03:10,080 --> 00:03:12,070 can kind of go from there. >> Well, I was born in Hollywood, Florida. 162 00:03:12,070 --> 00:03:12,080 >> Well, I was born in Hollywood, Florida. 163 00:03:12,080 --> 00:03:12,470 >> Well, I was born in Hollywood, Florida. >> Mhm. 164 00:03:12,470 --> 00:03:12,480 >> Mhm. 165 00:03:12,480 --> 00:03:14,710 >> Mhm. >> I'm the first one on my mother's side. 166 00:03:14,710 --> 00:03:14,720 >> I'm the first one on my mother's side. 167 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:16,869 >> I'm the first one on my mother's side. She's from Italy. 168 00:03:16,869 --> 00:03:16,879 She's from Italy. 169 00:03:16,879 --> 00:03:19,110 She's from Italy. My father is uh American. 170 00:03:19,110 --> 00:03:19,120 My father is uh American. 171 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:22,949 My father is uh American. >> Mhm. Um and this really my journey to 172 00:03:22,949 --> 00:03:22,959 >> Mhm. Um and this really my journey to 173 00:03:22,959 --> 00:03:25,509 >> Mhm. Um and this really my journey to Islam really started at the age of three 174 00:03:25,509 --> 00:03:25,519 Islam really started at the age of three 175 00:03:25,519 --> 00:03:27,350 Islam really started at the age of three or four. 176 00:03:27,350 --> 00:03:27,360 or four. 177 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:30,869 or four. >> I started having uh dreams, Islamic 178 00:03:30,869 --> 00:03:30,879 >> I started having uh dreams, Islamic 179 00:03:30,879 --> 00:03:34,710 >> I started having uh dreams, Islamic dreams which I I never even seen a a 180 00:03:34,710 --> 00:03:34,720 dreams which I I never even seen a a 181 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:38,229 dreams which I I never even seen a a Muslim before at that age and I wasn't 182 00:03:38,229 --> 00:03:38,239 Muslim before at that age and I wasn't 183 00:03:38,239 --> 00:03:42,149 Muslim before at that age and I wasn't understanding what I was seeing. Mhm. 184 00:03:42,149 --> 00:03:42,159 understanding what I was seeing. Mhm. 185 00:03:42,159 --> 00:03:45,670 understanding what I was seeing. Mhm. >> Then later in life, I finally realized 186 00:03:45,670 --> 00:03:45,680 >> Then later in life, I finally realized 187 00:03:45,680 --> 00:03:48,070 >> Then later in life, I finally realized the meaning behind those dreams. 188 00:03:48,070 --> 00:03:48,080 the meaning behind those dreams. 189 00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:50,710 the meaning behind those dreams. >> And and what were what were those dreams 190 00:03:50,710 --> 00:03:50,720 >> And and what were what were those dreams 191 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:52,390 >> And and what were what were those dreams early on about that? 192 00:03:52,390 --> 00:03:52,400 early on about that? 193 00:03:52,400 --> 00:03:55,990 early on about that? >> Um I dreamt that uh I was in a cave 194 00:03:55,990 --> 00:03:56,000 >> Um I dreamt that uh I was in a cave 195 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:58,470 >> Um I dreamt that uh I was in a cave where there was water and there were 196 00:03:58,470 --> 00:03:58,480 where there was water and there were 197 00:03:58,480 --> 00:04:01,350 where there was water and there were sisters in a hijab. 198 00:04:01,350 --> 00:04:01,360 sisters in a hijab. 199 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:04,869 sisters in a hijab. Um and this little girl fell into the 200 00:04:04,869 --> 00:04:04,879 Um and this little girl fell into the 201 00:04:04,879 --> 00:04:06,470 Um and this little girl fell into the water 202 00:04:06,470 --> 00:04:06,480 water 203 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:09,509 water and she was drowning and nobody came to 204 00:04:09,509 --> 00:04:09,519 and she was drowning and nobody came to 205 00:04:09,519 --> 00:04:12,630 and she was drowning and nobody came to save her. So I dived in and I saved her 206 00:04:12,630 --> 00:04:12,640 save her. So I dived in and I saved her 207 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:14,550 save her. So I dived in and I saved her and then all the sisters came to the 208 00:04:14,550 --> 00:04:14,560 and then all the sisters came to the 209 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:15,429 and then all the sisters came to the little girl. 210 00:04:15,429 --> 00:04:15,439 little girl. 211 00:04:15,439 --> 00:04:16,550 little girl. >> Yeah. 212 00:04:16,550 --> 00:04:16,560 >> Yeah. 213 00:04:16,560 --> 00:04:18,949 >> Yeah. >> So that's like saying 214 00:04:18,949 --> 00:04:18,959 >> So that's like saying 215 00:04:18,959 --> 00:04:21,509 >> So that's like saying I believe that I was the little girl. 216 00:04:21,509 --> 00:04:21,519 I believe that I was the little girl. 217 00:04:21,519 --> 00:04:23,830 I believe that I was the little girl. >> Mhm. Did you share these dreams with 218 00:04:23,830 --> 00:04:23,840 >> Mhm. Did you share these dreams with 219 00:04:23,840 --> 00:04:24,469 >> Mhm. Did you share these dreams with anybody? 220 00:04:24,469 --> 00:04:24,479 anybody? 221 00:04:24,479 --> 00:04:24,870 anybody? >> No. 222 00:04:24,870 --> 00:04:24,880 >> No. 223 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:27,670 >> No. >> No. Nobody. Okay. So life goes on. Were 224 00:04:27,670 --> 00:04:27,680 >> No. Nobody. Okay. So life goes on. Were 225 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:29,909 >> No. Nobody. Okay. So life goes on. Were these dreams coming consistently or that 226 00:04:29,909 --> 00:04:29,919 these dreams coming consistently or that 227 00:04:29,919 --> 00:04:31,110 these dreams coming consistently or that was just at that time when you were 228 00:04:31,110 --> 00:04:31,120 was just at that time when you were 229 00:04:31,120 --> 00:04:32,629 was just at that time when you were around four? What? Four or five years 230 00:04:32,629 --> 00:04:32,639 around four? What? Four or five years 231 00:04:32,639 --> 00:04:33,350 around four? What? Four or five years old? 232 00:04:33,350 --> 00:04:33,360 old? 233 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:34,230 old? >> It was three or four. 234 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:34,240 >> It was three or four. 235 00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:35,110 >> It was three or four. >> Three or four. Yeah. 236 00:04:35,110 --> 00:04:35,120 >> Three or four. Yeah. 237 00:04:35,120 --> 00:04:37,350 >> Three or four. Yeah. >> So around that time. Was there a lot of 238 00:04:37,350 --> 00:04:37,360 >> So around that time. Was there a lot of 239 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:38,550 >> So around that time. Was there a lot of them or just was just 240 00:04:38,550 --> 00:04:38,560 them or just was just 241 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:41,110 them or just was just >> I had another one that was really 242 00:04:41,110 --> 00:04:41,120 >> I had another one that was really 243 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:42,230 >> I had another one that was really >> so was 244 00:04:42,230 --> 00:04:42,240 >> so was 245 00:04:42,240 --> 00:04:45,270 >> so was >> really powerful. Um I 246 00:04:45,270 --> 00:04:45,280 >> really powerful. Um I 247 00:04:45,280 --> 00:04:47,030 >> really powerful. Um I >> I mean it must have been powerful that 248 00:04:47,030 --> 00:04:47,040 >> I mean it must have been powerful that 249 00:04:47,040 --> 00:04:49,990 >> I mean it must have been powerful that left that imprint on you that you still 250 00:04:49,990 --> 00:04:50,000 left that imprint on you that you still 251 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:52,710 left that imprint on you that you still remembered it at that young age and then 252 00:04:52,710 --> 00:04:52,720 remembered it at that young age and then 253 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:53,590 remembered it at that young age and then later 254 00:04:53,590 --> 00:04:53,600 later 255 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:53,830 later >> Yeah. 256 00:04:53,830 --> 00:04:53,840 >> Yeah. 257 00:04:53,840 --> 00:04:58,550 >> Yeah. >> as you got older. I was um I was in the 258 00:04:58,550 --> 00:04:58,560 >> as you got older. I was um I was in the 259 00:04:58,560 --> 00:05:02,070 >> as you got older. I was um I was in the bathroom and this girl came running in 260 00:05:02,070 --> 00:05:02,080 bathroom and this girl came running in 261 00:05:02,080 --> 00:05:05,110 bathroom and this girl came running in and she handed me this something in my 262 00:05:05,110 --> 00:05:05,120 and she handed me this something in my 263 00:05:05,120 --> 00:05:07,510 and she handed me this something in my hand and she said to protect it. 264 00:05:07,510 --> 00:05:07,520 hand and she said to protect it. 265 00:05:07,520 --> 00:05:07,909 hand and she said to protect it. >> Mhm. 266 00:05:07,909 --> 00:05:07,919 >> Mhm. 267 00:05:07,919 --> 00:05:11,189 >> Mhm. >> So I go to look down and it was a a 268 00:05:11,189 --> 00:05:11,199 >> So I go to look down and it was a a 269 00:05:11,199 --> 00:05:13,749 >> So I go to look down and it was a a necklace, an eight-ointed star necklace 270 00:05:13,749 --> 00:05:13,759 necklace, an eight-ointed star necklace 271 00:05:13,759 --> 00:05:15,990 necklace, an eight-ointed star necklace with a black stone that was floating in 272 00:05:15,990 --> 00:05:16,000 with a black stone that was floating in 273 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:16,550 with a black stone that was floating in the middle. 274 00:05:16,550 --> 00:05:16,560 the middle. 275 00:05:16,560 --> 00:05:17,590 the middle. >> Mhm. 276 00:05:17,590 --> 00:05:17,600 >> Mhm. 277 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:19,590 >> Mhm. >> And when I looked up to see her, she was 278 00:05:19,590 --> 00:05:19,600 >> And when I looked up to see her, she was 279 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:20,390 >> And when I looked up to see her, she was gone. 280 00:05:20,390 --> 00:05:20,400 gone. 281 00:05:20,400 --> 00:05:23,430 gone. >> Mhm. And I believe that that black stone 282 00:05:23,430 --> 00:05:23,440 >> Mhm. And I believe that that black stone 283 00:05:23,440 --> 00:05:25,430 >> Mhm. And I believe that that black stone in the center was the stone of the 284 00:05:25,430 --> 00:05:25,440 in the center was the stone of the 285 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:26,150 in the center was the stone of the Cabba. 286 00:05:26,150 --> 00:05:26,160 Cabba. 287 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,590 Cabba. >> Mhm. 288 00:05:27,590 --> 00:05:27,600 >> Mhm. 289 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:30,070 >> Mhm. >> And I remember looking in all the 290 00:05:30,070 --> 00:05:30,080 >> And I remember looking in all the 291 00:05:30,080 --> 00:05:33,189 >> And I remember looking in all the jewelry stores and everything trying to 292 00:05:33,189 --> 00:05:33,199 jewelry stores and everything trying to 293 00:05:33,199 --> 00:05:35,270 jewelry stores and everything trying to find what this meant. And there was no 294 00:05:35,270 --> 00:05:35,280 find what this meant. And there was no 295 00:05:35,280 --> 00:05:38,310 find what this meant. And there was no Google back then. And 296 00:05:38,310 --> 00:05:38,320 Google back then. And 297 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:41,350 Google back then. And >> uh looking in encyclopedias, but I never 298 00:05:41,350 --> 00:05:41,360 >> uh looking in encyclopedias, but I never 299 00:05:41,360 --> 00:05:43,029 >> uh looking in encyclopedias, but I never got any answers. 300 00:05:43,029 --> 00:05:43,039 got any answers. 301 00:05:43,039 --> 00:05:45,430 got any answers. >> I mean, you never guessed anything. I 302 00:05:45,430 --> 00:05:45,440 >> I mean, you never guessed anything. I 303 00:05:45,440 --> 00:05:47,590 >> I mean, you never guessed anything. I would I would assume that at that point 304 00:05:47,590 --> 00:05:47,600 would I would assume that at that point 305 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:49,189 would I would assume that at that point you didn't know anything about Islam? 306 00:05:49,189 --> 00:05:49,199 you didn't know anything about Islam? 307 00:05:49,199 --> 00:05:52,150 you didn't know anything about Islam? >> No, nothing. Um, 308 00:05:52,150 --> 00:05:52,160 >> No, nothing. Um, 309 00:05:52,160 --> 00:05:54,150 >> No, nothing. Um, except maybe some things on the media. 310 00:05:54,150 --> 00:05:54,160 except maybe some things on the media. 311 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:55,510 except maybe some things on the media. What usually? 312 00:05:55,510 --> 00:05:55,520 What usually? 313 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:56,390 What usually? >> Never. No. 314 00:05:56,390 --> 00:05:56,400 >> Never. No. 315 00:05:56,400 --> 00:05:59,270 >> Never. No. >> No. Never even seen a Muslim before. 316 00:05:59,270 --> 00:05:59,280 >> No. Never even seen a Muslim before. 317 00:05:59,280 --> 00:06:00,710 >> No. Never even seen a Muslim before. Ever. 318 00:06:00,710 --> 00:06:00,720 Ever. 319 00:06:00,720 --> 00:06:02,550 Ever. >> How about what was the religion? I mean, 320 00:06:02,550 --> 00:06:02,560 >> How about what was the religion? I mean, 321 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,830 >> How about what was the religion? I mean, Italians are predominantly Catholic. 322 00:06:05,830 --> 00:06:05,840 Italians are predominantly Catholic. 323 00:06:05,840 --> 00:06:06,870 Italians are predominantly Catholic. >> Yes. Catholic. 324 00:06:06,870 --> 00:06:06,880 >> Yes. Catholic. 325 00:06:06,880 --> 00:06:08,950 >> Yes. Catholic. >> Were Were your both your parents 326 00:06:08,950 --> 00:06:08,960 >> Were Were your both your parents 327 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:10,390 >> Were Were your both your parents Catholic? Were they practicing? 328 00:06:10,390 --> 00:06:10,400 Catholic? Were they practicing? 329 00:06:10,400 --> 00:06:12,629 Catholic? Were they practicing? >> My mom was a pra Well, she wasn't really 330 00:06:12,629 --> 00:06:12,639 >> My mom was a pra Well, she wasn't really 331 00:06:12,639 --> 00:06:16,629 >> My mom was a pra Well, she wasn't really practicing. My mom I um I had a hard 332 00:06:16,629 --> 00:06:16,639 practicing. My mom I um I had a hard 333 00:06:16,639 --> 00:06:20,550 practicing. My mom I um I had a hard childhood. My parents were divorced. 334 00:06:20,550 --> 00:06:20,560 childhood. My parents were divorced. 335 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:25,029 childhood. My parents were divorced. So I always I never turned to anything 336 00:06:25,029 --> 00:06:25,039 So I always I never turned to anything 337 00:06:25,039 --> 00:06:27,749 So I always I never turned to anything bad like drugs or alcohol or anything 338 00:06:27,749 --> 00:06:27,759 bad like drugs or alcohol or anything 339 00:06:27,759 --> 00:06:31,029 bad like drugs or alcohol or anything like that. I always prayed to God to 340 00:06:31,029 --> 00:06:31,039 like that. I always prayed to God to 341 00:06:31,039 --> 00:06:32,230 like that. I always prayed to God to help me 342 00:06:32,230 --> 00:06:32,240 help me 343 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:37,110 help me >> and um I even went and got my sacraments 344 00:06:37,110 --> 00:06:37,120 >> and um I even went and got my sacraments 345 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,270 >> and um I even went and got my sacraments myself from the Catholic Church. 346 00:06:39,270 --> 00:06:39,280 myself from the Catholic Church. 347 00:06:39,280 --> 00:06:40,469 myself from the Catholic Church. >> What are for people that don't know 348 00:06:40,469 --> 00:06:40,479 >> What are for people that don't know 349 00:06:40,479 --> 00:06:41,990 >> What are for people that don't know sacraments? What does that mean? 350 00:06:41,990 --> 00:06:42,000 sacraments? What does that mean? 351 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:44,150 sacraments? What does that mean? >> That's like your first communion and 352 00:06:44,150 --> 00:06:44,160 >> That's like your first communion and 353 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:46,950 >> That's like your first communion and your confirmation that you get in the 354 00:06:46,950 --> 00:06:46,960 your confirmation that you get in the 355 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:48,950 your confirmation that you get in the Catholic church. What does that look 356 00:06:48,950 --> 00:06:48,960 Catholic church. What does that look 357 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,390 Catholic church. What does that look like for someone that's never seen that 358 00:06:50,390 --> 00:06:50,400 like for someone that's never seen that 359 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:51,749 like for someone that's never seen that or has no clue? 360 00:06:51,749 --> 00:06:51,759 or has no clue? 361 00:06:51,759 --> 00:06:54,309 or has no clue? >> Uh confirmation. You take classes and 362 00:06:54,309 --> 00:06:54,319 >> Uh confirmation. You take classes and 363 00:06:54,319 --> 00:06:57,029 >> Uh confirmation. You take classes and you learn prayers and you memorize the 364 00:06:57,029 --> 00:06:57,039 you learn prayers and you memorize the 365 00:06:57,039 --> 00:07:00,390 you learn prayers and you memorize the prayers and certain prayers 366 00:07:00,390 --> 00:07:00,400 prayers and certain prayers 367 00:07:00,400 --> 00:07:05,270 prayers and certain prayers and you get uh your first communion is 368 00:07:05,270 --> 00:07:05,280 and you get uh your first communion is 369 00:07:05,280 --> 00:07:08,070 and you get uh your first communion is when they take the bread 370 00:07:08,070 --> 00:07:08,080 when they take the bread 371 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:11,749 when they take the bread uh like they do every Sunday. 372 00:07:11,749 --> 00:07:11,759 uh like they do every Sunday. 373 00:07:11,759 --> 00:07:12,469 uh like they do every Sunday. And 374 00:07:12,469 --> 00:07:12,479 And 375 00:07:12,479 --> 00:07:14,390 And >> is that supposed to symbolize like I've 376 00:07:14,390 --> 00:07:14,400 >> is that supposed to symbolize like I've 377 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:18,309 >> is that supposed to symbolize like I've the flesh of Christ? the blood and Okay. 378 00:07:18,309 --> 00:07:18,319 the flesh of Christ? the blood and Okay. 379 00:07:18,319 --> 00:07:20,870 the flesh of Christ? the blood and Okay. >> So, I I got all my sacraments, but I 380 00:07:20,870 --> 00:07:20,880 >> So, I I got all my sacraments, but I 381 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:23,029 >> So, I I got all my sacraments, but I always felt like there was there was 382 00:07:23,029 --> 00:07:23,039 always felt like there was there was 383 00:07:23,039 --> 00:07:24,550 always felt like there was there was something missing. 384 00:07:24,550 --> 00:07:24,560 something missing. 385 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:26,550 something missing. >> Something wasn't complete. 386 00:07:26,550 --> 00:07:26,560 >> Something wasn't complete. 387 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:28,710 >> Something wasn't complete. >> Mhm. Something wasn't complete. 388 00:07:28,710 --> 00:07:28,720 >> Mhm. Something wasn't complete. 389 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:30,950 >> Mhm. Something wasn't complete. >> Right. There's something more. 390 00:07:30,950 --> 00:07:30,960 >> Right. There's something more. 391 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:33,029 >> Right. There's something more. >> Around how old were you at that age? 392 00:07:33,029 --> 00:07:33,039 >> Around how old were you at that age? 393 00:07:33,039 --> 00:07:35,430 >> Around how old were you at that age? >> I was about 16. 394 00:07:35,430 --> 00:07:35,440 >> I was about 16. 395 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:36,070 >> I was about 16. >> 16. 396 00:07:36,070 --> 00:07:36,080 >> 16. 397 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:37,749 >> 16. >> Yeah. 398 00:07:37,749 --> 00:07:37,759 >> Yeah. 399 00:07:37,759 --> 00:07:40,309 >> Yeah. >> So, what happens uh from there? At that 400 00:07:40,309 --> 00:07:40,319 >> So, what happens uh from there? At that 401 00:07:40,319 --> 00:07:41,990 >> So, what happens uh from there? At that at that point, you said you would always 402 00:07:41,990 --> 00:07:42,000 at that point, you said you would always 403 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:46,469 at that point, you said you would always pray to God. Now some people 404 00:07:46,469 --> 00:07:46,479 pray to God. Now some people 405 00:07:46,479 --> 00:07:49,029 pray to God. Now some people they understand that it's just the 406 00:07:49,029 --> 00:07:49,039 they understand that it's just the 407 00:07:49,039 --> 00:07:51,830 they understand that it's just the creator God but some people will mix up 408 00:07:51,830 --> 00:07:51,840 creator God but some people will mix up 409 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:53,990 creator God but some people will mix up Jesus in there. What was it at your 410 00:07:53,990 --> 00:07:54,000 Jesus in there. What was it at your 411 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:58,629 Jesus in there. What was it at your time? Were you praying to God 412 00:07:58,629 --> 00:07:58,639 time? Were you praying to God 413 00:07:58,639 --> 00:08:02,710 time? Were you praying to God or Jesus or Trinity or how was it at 414 00:08:02,710 --> 00:08:02,720 or Jesus or Trinity or how was it at 415 00:08:02,720 --> 00:08:03,350 or Jesus or Trinity or how was it at that time? 416 00:08:03,350 --> 00:08:03,360 that time? 417 00:08:03,360 --> 00:08:05,189 that time? >> I was always praying to God. 418 00:08:05,189 --> 00:08:05,199 >> I was always praying to God. 419 00:08:05,199 --> 00:08:07,270 >> I was always praying to God. >> That's a key point. Just to the one God, 420 00:08:07,270 --> 00:08:07,280 >> That's a key point. Just to the one God, 421 00:08:07,280 --> 00:08:08,629 >> That's a key point. Just to the one God, the not to Jesus. 422 00:08:08,629 --> 00:08:08,639 the not to Jesus. 423 00:08:08,639 --> 00:08:09,189 the not to Jesus. >> No. 424 00:08:09,189 --> 00:08:09,199 >> No. 425 00:08:09,199 --> 00:08:09,589 >> No. >> Yeah. 426 00:08:09,589 --> 00:08:09,599 >> Yeah. 427 00:08:09,599 --> 00:08:12,390 >> Yeah. >> I never asked Jesus for anything. 428 00:08:12,390 --> 00:08:12,400 >> I never asked Jesus for anything. 429 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:14,390 >> I never asked Jesus for anything. H that's a key point. That's really 430 00:08:14,390 --> 00:08:14,400 H that's a key point. That's really 431 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:17,430 H that's a key point. That's really really uh something to for those hearing 432 00:08:17,430 --> 00:08:17,440 really uh something to for those hearing 433 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:19,909 really uh something to for those hearing this for the first time. That's very 434 00:08:19,909 --> 00:08:19,919 this for the first time. That's very 435 00:08:19,919 --> 00:08:22,550 this for the first time. That's very important. Yeah. Just praying to the God 436 00:08:22,550 --> 00:08:22,560 important. Yeah. Just praying to the God 437 00:08:22,560 --> 00:08:25,189 important. Yeah. Just praying to the God of Jesus. Yeah. So then what happens 438 00:08:25,189 --> 00:08:25,199 of Jesus. Yeah. So then what happens 439 00:08:25,199 --> 00:08:29,189 of Jesus. Yeah. So then what happens then? So you're 16 and from there life 440 00:08:29,189 --> 00:08:29,199 then? So you're 16 and from there life 441 00:08:29,199 --> 00:08:31,749 then? So you're 16 and from there life goes on and still not you still haven't 442 00:08:31,749 --> 00:08:31,759 goes on and still not you still haven't 443 00:08:31,759 --> 00:08:33,350 goes on and still not you still haven't met a Muslim or 444 00:08:33,350 --> 00:08:33,360 met a Muslim or 445 00:08:33,360 --> 00:08:33,909 met a Muslim or >> no 446 00:08:33,909 --> 00:08:33,919 >> no 447 00:08:33,919 --> 00:08:36,149 >> no >> nothing about Islam. 448 00:08:36,149 --> 00:08:36,159 >> nothing about Islam. 449 00:08:36,159 --> 00:08:40,709 >> nothing about Islam. So I um at the age of 18 I got a job at 450 00:08:40,709 --> 00:08:40,719 So I um at the age of 18 I got a job at 451 00:08:40,719 --> 00:08:42,230 So I um at the age of 18 I got a job at a yogurt shop 452 00:08:42,230 --> 00:08:42,240 a yogurt shop 453 00:08:42,240 --> 00:08:44,310 a yogurt shop >> and these two brothers had boughten the 454 00:08:44,310 --> 00:08:44,320 >> and these two brothers had boughten the 455 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:47,030 >> and these two brothers had boughten the shop and they were from Pakistan. 456 00:08:47,030 --> 00:08:47,040 shop and they were from Pakistan. 457 00:08:47,040 --> 00:08:47,910 shop and they were from Pakistan. >> Mhm. 458 00:08:47,910 --> 00:08:47,920 >> Mhm. 459 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:51,750 >> Mhm. >> And that's when I kind of got you know a 460 00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:51,760 >> And that's when I kind of got you know a 461 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:56,230 >> And that's when I kind of got you know a little little introduction to Islam. I 462 00:08:56,230 --> 00:08:56,240 little little introduction to Islam. I 463 00:08:56,240 --> 00:08:57,990 little little introduction to Islam. I would ask a few questions, you know, 464 00:08:57,990 --> 00:08:58,000 would ask a few questions, you know, 465 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:01,670 would ask a few questions, you know, here and there and they would answer and 466 00:09:01,670 --> 00:09:01,680 here and there and they would answer and 467 00:09:01,680 --> 00:09:05,190 here and there and they would answer and but I was always still afraid because my 468 00:09:05,190 --> 00:09:05,200 but I was always still afraid because my 469 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:08,710 but I was always still afraid because my mother, she was an overbearing Italian. 470 00:09:08,710 --> 00:09:08,720 mother, she was an overbearing Italian. 471 00:09:08,720 --> 00:09:09,350 mother, she was an overbearing Italian. So 472 00:09:09,350 --> 00:09:09,360 So 473 00:09:09,360 --> 00:09:10,389 So >> your mother was a what? 474 00:09:10,389 --> 00:09:10,399 >> your mother was a what? 475 00:09:10,399 --> 00:09:11,829 >> your mother was a what? >> An overbearing Italian. 476 00:09:11,829 --> 00:09:11,839 >> An overbearing Italian. 477 00:09:11,839 --> 00:09:14,389 >> An overbearing Italian. >> Overbearing Italian. Italiano. 478 00:09:14,389 --> 00:09:14,399 >> Overbearing Italian. Italiano. 479 00:09:14,399 --> 00:09:15,509 >> Overbearing Italian. Italiano. >> Italiano. 480 00:09:15,509 --> 00:09:15,519 >> Italiano. 481 00:09:15,519 --> 00:09:19,430 >> Italiano. >> Yeah. So, uh, she would talk like this. 482 00:09:19,430 --> 00:09:19,440 >> Yeah. So, uh, she would talk like this. 483 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:21,030 >> Yeah. So, uh, she would talk like this. >> Yeah. 484 00:09:21,030 --> 00:09:21,040 >> Yeah. 485 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:23,509 >> Yeah. >> Yeah. So, I got a little, you know, you 486 00:09:23,509 --> 00:09:23,519 >> Yeah. So, I got a little, you know, you 487 00:09:23,519 --> 00:09:24,630 >> Yeah. So, I got a little, you know, you get a little scared. 488 00:09:24,630 --> 00:09:24,640 get a little scared. 489 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:26,870 get a little scared. >> Uhhuh. you know, but 490 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:26,880 >> Uhhuh. you know, but 491 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:30,389 >> Uhhuh. you know, but >> so traditional Italians. I have some 492 00:09:30,389 --> 00:09:30,399 >> so traditional Italians. I have some 493 00:09:30,399 --> 00:09:31,829 >> so traditional Italians. I have some interesting facts here. I don't know if 494 00:09:31,829 --> 00:09:31,839 interesting facts here. I don't know if 495 00:09:31,839 --> 00:09:33,430 interesting facts here. I don't know if uh you probably knew this if for people 496 00:09:33,430 --> 00:09:33,440 uh you probably knew this if for people 497 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:35,990 uh you probably knew this if for people that don't know that, you know, Muslim 498 00:09:35,990 --> 00:09:36,000 that don't know that, you know, Muslim 499 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:38,710 that don't know that, you know, Muslim Sicily, that's one of the biggest 500 00:09:38,710 --> 00:09:38,720 Sicily, that's one of the biggest 501 00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:42,230 Sicily, that's one of the biggest islands there, Italy. Muslims actually 502 00:09:42,230 --> 00:09:42,240 islands there, Italy. Muslims actually 503 00:09:42,240 --> 00:09:45,670 islands there, Italy. Muslims actually ruled Sicily for over 250 years. 504 00:09:45,670 --> 00:09:45,680 ruled Sicily for over 250 years. 505 00:09:45,680 --> 00:09:49,269 ruled Sicily for over 250 years. >> Yeah. And uh Polmo became a major center 506 00:09:49,269 --> 00:09:49,279 >> Yeah. And uh Polmo became a major center 507 00:09:49,279 --> 00:09:52,230 >> Yeah. And uh Polmo became a major center at that time for learning, commerce, 508 00:09:52,230 --> 00:09:52,240 at that time for learning, commerce, 509 00:09:52,240 --> 00:09:54,150 at that time for learning, commerce, architecture 510 00:09:54,150 --> 00:09:54,160 architecture 511 00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:57,590 architecture and you can see so many um good things 512 00:09:57,590 --> 00:09:57,600 and you can see so many um good things 513 00:09:57,600 --> 00:09:59,509 and you can see so many um good things that came from because many people are 514 00:09:59,509 --> 00:09:59,519 that came from because many people are 515 00:09:59,519 --> 00:10:02,230 that came from because many people are like okay what good did ever Muslims 516 00:10:02,230 --> 00:10:02,240 like okay what good did ever Muslims 517 00:10:02,240 --> 00:10:04,790 like okay what good did ever Muslims produce but from that time that Muslims 518 00:10:04,790 --> 00:10:04,800 produce but from that time that Muslims 519 00:10:04,800 --> 00:10:08,550 produce but from that time that Muslims ruled uh for 250 years. Sicily I that 520 00:10:08,550 --> 00:10:08,560 ruled uh for 250 years. Sicily I that 521 00:10:08,560 --> 00:10:11,750 ruled uh for 250 years. Sicily I that was a major city there in Italy. Most 522 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:11,760 was a major city there in Italy. Most 523 00:10:11,760 --> 00:10:12,870 was a major city there in Italy. Most people don't know this fact but I 524 00:10:12,870 --> 00:10:12,880 people don't know this fact but I 525 00:10:12,880 --> 00:10:13,990 people don't know this fact but I thought that was interesting when we're 526 00:10:13,990 --> 00:10:14,000 thought that was interesting when we're 527 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:15,350 thought that was interesting when we're talking about Italy. So continue on with 528 00:10:15,350 --> 00:10:15,360 talking about Italy. So continue on with 529 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:20,310 talking about Italy. So continue on with your story. So then you have uh your 530 00:10:20,310 --> 00:10:20,320 your story. So then you have uh your 531 00:10:20,320 --> 00:10:23,269 your story. So then you have uh your job has you encounter a couple Muslims 532 00:10:23,269 --> 00:10:23,279 job has you encounter a couple Muslims 533 00:10:23,279 --> 00:10:25,190 job has you encounter a couple Muslims and then they tell they they share 534 00:10:25,190 --> 00:10:25,200 and then they tell they they share 535 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:26,630 and then they tell they they share something about Islam. You ask them 536 00:10:26,630 --> 00:10:26,640 something about Islam. You ask them 537 00:10:26,640 --> 00:10:27,269 something about Islam. You ask them questions. 538 00:10:27,269 --> 00:10:27,279 questions. 539 00:10:27,279 --> 00:10:30,150 questions. >> Mhm. I questioned them, you know, like a 540 00:10:30,150 --> 00:10:30,160 >> Mhm. I questioned them, you know, like a 541 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:33,910 >> Mhm. I questioned them, you know, like a lot of people like you hear about 542 00:10:33,910 --> 00:10:33,920 lot of people like you hear about 543 00:10:33,920 --> 00:10:36,389 lot of people like you hear about polygamy and stuff like that. So I would 544 00:10:36,389 --> 00:10:36,399 polygamy and stuff like that. So I would 545 00:10:36,399 --> 00:10:38,710 polygamy and stuff like that. So I would be asking them, you know, just your 546 00:10:38,710 --> 00:10:38,720 be asking them, you know, just your 547 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:41,110 be asking them, you know, just your typical 548 00:10:41,110 --> 00:10:41,120 typical 549 00:10:41,120 --> 00:10:43,110 typical someone who wouldn't know about Islam 550 00:10:43,110 --> 00:10:43,120 someone who wouldn't know about Islam 551 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:44,790 someone who wouldn't know about Islam questions. Yeah. 552 00:10:44,790 --> 00:10:44,800 questions. Yeah. 553 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:45,990 questions. Yeah. >> So, 554 00:10:45,990 --> 00:10:46,000 >> So, 555 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:48,150 >> So, >> and then um from there, what happens 556 00:10:48,150 --> 00:10:48,160 >> and then um from there, what happens 557 00:10:48,160 --> 00:10:49,350 >> and then um from there, what happens next? 558 00:10:49,350 --> 00:10:49,360 next? 559 00:10:49,360 --> 00:10:51,910 next? >> Actually, I wasn't Muslim at the time 560 00:10:51,910 --> 00:10:51,920 >> Actually, I wasn't Muslim at the time 561 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:54,150 >> Actually, I wasn't Muslim at the time and I didn't know 562 00:10:54,150 --> 00:10:54,160 and I didn't know 563 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:56,150 and I didn't know uh that you're not supposed to date. 564 00:10:56,150 --> 00:10:56,160 uh that you're not supposed to date. 565 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:56,790 uh that you're not supposed to date. >> Mhm. 566 00:10:56,790 --> 00:10:56,800 >> Mhm. 567 00:10:56,800 --> 00:10:59,590 >> Mhm. >> But I did date a Muslim man 568 00:10:59,590 --> 00:10:59,600 >> But I did date a Muslim man 569 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:00,630 >> But I did date a Muslim man >> before. 570 00:11:00,630 --> 00:11:00,640 >> before. 571 00:11:00,640 --> 00:11:02,790 >> before. >> Did he know that or he just really 572 00:11:02,790 --> 00:11:02,800 >> Did he know that or he just really 573 00:11:02,800 --> 00:11:03,590 >> Did he know that or he just really wasn't practicing? 574 00:11:03,590 --> 00:11:03,600 wasn't practicing? 575 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:04,230 wasn't practicing? >> He wasn't practicing. 576 00:11:04,230 --> 00:11:04,240 >> He wasn't practicing. 577 00:11:04,240 --> 00:11:05,750 >> He wasn't practicing. >> Yeah. That's unfortunate. 578 00:11:05,750 --> 00:11:05,760 >> Yeah. That's unfortunate. 579 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:08,230 >> Yeah. That's unfortunate. >> That's unfortunate. Um there's a 580 00:11:08,230 --> 00:11:08,240 >> That's unfortunate. Um there's a 581 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:10,069 >> That's unfortunate. Um there's a statement that thank God I got to know 582 00:11:10,069 --> 00:11:10,079 statement that thank God I got to know 583 00:11:10,079 --> 00:11:12,389 statement that thank God I got to know Islam before I met some Muslims. Have 584 00:11:12,389 --> 00:11:12,399 Islam before I met some Muslims. Have 585 00:11:12,399 --> 00:11:14,310 Islam before I met some Muslims. Have you ever heard that statement? 586 00:11:14,310 --> 00:11:14,320 you ever heard that statement? 587 00:11:14,320 --> 00:11:15,910 you ever heard that statement? >> Because a lot of sometimes Muslims are 588 00:11:15,910 --> 00:11:15,920 >> Because a lot of sometimes Muslims are 589 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:18,069 >> Because a lot of sometimes Muslims are not practicing Islam properly. So then 590 00:11:18,069 --> 00:11:18,079 not practicing Islam properly. So then 591 00:11:18,079 --> 00:11:19,990 not practicing Islam properly. So then they give the the wrong image. 592 00:11:19,990 --> 00:11:20,000 they give the the wrong image. 593 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:20,550 they give the the wrong image. >> Right. 594 00:11:20,550 --> 00:11:20,560 >> Right. 595 00:11:20,560 --> 00:11:23,590 >> Right. >> Yeah. So then what happens at that 596 00:11:23,590 --> 00:11:23,600 >> Yeah. So then what happens at that 597 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:26,389 >> Yeah. So then what happens at that point? Was the were the dreams did you 598 00:11:26,389 --> 00:11:26,399 point? Was the were the dreams did you 599 00:11:26,399 --> 00:11:27,910 point? Was the were the dreams did you kind of forget about that already? 600 00:11:27,910 --> 00:11:27,920 kind of forget about that already? 601 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:29,110 kind of forget about that already? >> Yeah. I've totally forgotten. 602 00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:29,120 >> Yeah. I've totally forgotten. 603 00:11:29,120 --> 00:11:30,310 >> Yeah. I've totally forgotten. >> You forgot about the dreams at this 604 00:11:30,310 --> 00:11:30,320 >> You forgot about the dreams at this 605 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:33,350 >> You forgot about the dreams at this time. So around 16 17 now. 606 00:11:33,350 --> 00:11:33,360 time. So around 16 17 now. 607 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:34,550 time. So around 16 17 now. >> Uh yes. 608 00:11:34,550 --> 00:11:34,560 >> Uh yes. 609 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:36,150 >> Uh yes. >> Yeah. So the dreams are forgotten. 610 00:11:36,150 --> 00:11:36,160 >> Yeah. So the dreams are forgotten. 611 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:36,630 >> Yeah. So the dreams are forgotten. >> Mhm. 612 00:11:36,630 --> 00:11:36,640 >> Mhm. 613 00:11:36,640 --> 00:11:38,069 >> Mhm. >> Okay. But later something's going to 614 00:11:38,069 --> 00:11:38,079 >> Okay. But later something's going to 615 00:11:38,079 --> 00:11:39,990 >> Okay. But later something's going to trigger it. I'm assuming. Okay. So then 616 00:11:39,990 --> 00:11:40,000 trigger it. I'm assuming. Okay. So then 617 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,790 trigger it. I'm assuming. Okay. So then Okay. So you go on and now now you're 618 00:11:42,790 --> 00:11:42,800 Okay. So you go on and now now you're 619 00:11:42,800 --> 00:11:44,230 Okay. So you go on and now now you're you're dating a Muslim. 620 00:11:44,230 --> 00:11:44,240 you're dating a Muslim. 621 00:11:44,240 --> 00:11:44,710 you're dating a Muslim. >> Mhm. 622 00:11:44,710 --> 00:11:44,720 >> Mhm. 623 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:46,389 >> Mhm. >> He's uh he's obviously he's not 624 00:11:46,389 --> 00:11:46,399 >> He's uh he's obviously he's not 625 00:11:46,399 --> 00:11:47,030 >> He's uh he's obviously he's not practicing. 626 00:11:47,030 --> 00:11:47,040 practicing. 627 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:47,590 practicing. >> No. 628 00:11:47,590 --> 00:11:47,600 >> No. 629 00:11:47,600 --> 00:11:50,630 >> No. >> Okay. So then what happens from there? 630 00:11:50,630 --> 00:11:50,640 >> Okay. So then what happens from there? 631 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:53,509 >> Okay. So then what happens from there? Well, um towards the end of the 632 00:11:53,509 --> 00:11:53,519 Well, um towards the end of the 633 00:11:53,519 --> 00:11:55,750 Well, um towards the end of the relationship, because it didn't work 634 00:11:55,750 --> 00:11:55,760 relationship, because it didn't work 635 00:11:55,760 --> 00:11:59,509 relationship, because it didn't work out, um his sister-in-law, and I'm still 636 00:11:59,509 --> 00:11:59,519 out, um his sister-in-law, and I'm still 637 00:11:59,519 --> 00:12:01,269 out, um his sister-in-law, and I'm still friends with her today, 638 00:12:01,269 --> 00:12:01,279 friends with her today, 639 00:12:01,279 --> 00:12:04,949 friends with her today, >> she uh I was starting to 640 00:12:04,949 --> 00:12:04,959 >> she uh I was starting to 641 00:12:04,959 --> 00:12:07,190 >> she uh I was starting to get more curious about Islam, so she 642 00:12:07,190 --> 00:12:07,200 get more curious about Islam, so she 643 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:11,670 get more curious about Islam, so she handed me a few books to read. And then 644 00:12:11,670 --> 00:12:11,680 handed me a few books to read. And then 645 00:12:11,680 --> 00:12:15,110 handed me a few books to read. And then I had moved to uh Georgia 646 00:12:15,110 --> 00:12:15,120 I had moved to uh Georgia 647 00:12:15,120 --> 00:12:16,389 I had moved to uh Georgia from Florida. 648 00:12:16,389 --> 00:12:16,399 from Florida. 649 00:12:16,399 --> 00:12:18,470 from Florida. >> Mhm. 650 00:12:18,470 --> 00:12:18,480 >> Mhm. 651 00:12:18,480 --> 00:12:21,509 >> Mhm. But I still I wasn't, 652 00:12:21,509 --> 00:12:21,519 But I still I wasn't, 653 00:12:21,519 --> 00:12:23,350 But I still I wasn't, you know, 654 00:12:23,350 --> 00:12:23,360 you know, 655 00:12:23,360 --> 00:12:26,150 you know, I was curious. I was kind of reading, 656 00:12:26,150 --> 00:12:26,160 I was curious. I was kind of reading, 657 00:12:26,160 --> 00:12:28,069 I was curious. I was kind of reading, but I wasn't quite there yet. 658 00:12:28,069 --> 00:12:28,079 but I wasn't quite there yet. 659 00:12:28,079 --> 00:12:29,190 but I wasn't quite there yet. >> You're still going to church. You're 660 00:12:29,190 --> 00:12:29,200 >> You're still going to church. You're 661 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:29,750 >> You're still going to church. You're still Catholic. 662 00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:29,760 still Catholic. 663 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:31,350 still Catholic. >> Yes, I'm still going to church. I'm 664 00:12:31,350 --> 00:12:31,360 >> Yes, I'm still going to church. I'm 665 00:12:31,360 --> 00:12:32,230 >> Yes, I'm still going to church. I'm still Catholic. 666 00:12:32,230 --> 00:12:32,240 still Catholic. 667 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:33,829 still Catholic. >> But why aren't you satisfied there? Or 668 00:12:33,829 --> 00:12:33,839 >> But why aren't you satisfied there? Or 669 00:12:33,839 --> 00:12:34,870 >> But why aren't you satisfied there? Or why aren't you Okay, you're going to 670 00:12:34,870 --> 00:12:34,880 why aren't you Okay, you're going to 671 00:12:34,880 --> 00:12:35,910 why aren't you Okay, you're going to church. You got a religion, 672 00:12:35,910 --> 00:12:35,920 church. You got a religion, 673 00:12:35,920 --> 00:12:36,310 church. You got a religion, >> right? 674 00:12:36,310 --> 00:12:36,320 >> right? 675 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:38,949 >> right? >> Why don't you just stay with it? 676 00:12:38,949 --> 00:12:38,959 >> Why don't you just stay with it? 677 00:12:38,959 --> 00:12:42,790 >> Why don't you just stay with it? >> It's something inside that's kind of 678 00:12:42,790 --> 00:12:42,800 >> It's something inside that's kind of 679 00:12:42,800 --> 00:12:44,790 >> It's something inside that's kind of it's like a void. I don't I can't 680 00:12:44,790 --> 00:12:44,800 it's like a void. I don't I can't 681 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:47,750 it's like a void. I don't I can't explain it. It's like there it's it's 682 00:12:47,750 --> 00:12:47,760 explain it. It's like there it's it's 683 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,509 explain it. It's like there it's it's missing. Something is missing. 684 00:12:49,509 --> 00:12:49,519 missing. Something is missing. 685 00:12:49,519 --> 00:12:50,790 missing. Something is missing. >> Something your your heart is not 686 00:12:50,790 --> 00:12:50,800 >> Something your your heart is not 687 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:51,430 >> Something your your heart is not contempt, 688 00:12:51,430 --> 00:12:51,440 contempt, 689 00:12:51,440 --> 00:12:52,069 contempt, >> right? 690 00:12:52,069 --> 00:12:52,079 >> right? 691 00:12:52,079 --> 00:12:53,990 >> right? >> Okay. 692 00:12:53,990 --> 00:12:54,000 >> Okay. 693 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:55,670 >> Okay. >> So, 694 00:12:55,670 --> 00:12:55,680 >> So, 695 00:12:55,680 --> 00:12:59,190 >> So, well, moving forward, I met um 696 00:12:59,190 --> 00:12:59,200 well, moving forward, I met um 697 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:01,670 well, moving forward, I met um which I had been married before, but at 698 00:13:01,670 --> 00:13:01,680 which I had been married before, but at 699 00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:04,150 which I had been married before, but at this point, I met my second husband. 700 00:13:04,150 --> 00:13:04,160 this point, I met my second husband. 701 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:07,030 this point, I met my second husband. >> Mhm. Um, 702 00:13:07,030 --> 00:13:07,040 >> Mhm. Um, 703 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:11,750 >> Mhm. Um, and we were married for about 704 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:11,760 and we were married for about 705 00:13:11,760 --> 00:13:12,870 and we were married for about four years 706 00:13:12,870 --> 00:13:12,880 four years 707 00:13:12,880 --> 00:13:15,990 four years >> at this time and we decided to move to a 708 00:13:15,990 --> 00:13:16,000 >> at this time and we decided to move to a 709 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:17,430 >> at this time and we decided to move to a different part in Georgia. 710 00:13:17,430 --> 00:13:17,440 different part in Georgia. 711 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:19,829 different part in Georgia. >> Mhm. 712 00:13:19,829 --> 00:13:19,839 >> Mhm. 713 00:13:19,839 --> 00:13:22,150 >> Mhm. >> Oh. So 714 00:13:22,150 --> 00:13:22,160 >> Oh. So 715 00:13:22,160 --> 00:13:23,910 >> Oh. So there 716 00:13:23,910 --> 00:13:23,920 there 717 00:13:23,920 --> 00:13:27,269 there we didn't know but we were staying in a 718 00:13:27,269 --> 00:13:27,279 we didn't know but we were staying in a 719 00:13:27,279 --> 00:13:28,550 we didn't know but we were staying in a haunted house. 720 00:13:28,550 --> 00:13:28,560 haunted house. 721 00:13:28,560 --> 00:13:31,670 haunted house. >> It was very haunted for almost two 722 00:13:31,670 --> 00:13:31,680 >> It was very haunted for almost two 723 00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:36,629 >> It was very haunted for almost two years. And he changed. He had his 724 00:13:36,629 --> 00:13:36,639 years. And he changed. He had his 725 00:13:36,639 --> 00:13:40,710 years. And he changed. He had his personality, everything had totally 726 00:13:40,710 --> 00:13:40,720 personality, everything had totally 727 00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:43,030 personality, everything had totally changed. It's like a total different 728 00:13:43,030 --> 00:13:43,040 changed. It's like a total different 729 00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:43,829 changed. It's like a total different person. 730 00:13:43,829 --> 00:13:43,839 person. 731 00:13:43,839 --> 00:13:45,509 person. >> How did you determine it was a haunted 732 00:13:45,509 --> 00:13:45,519 >> How did you determine it was a haunted 733 00:13:45,519 --> 00:13:47,750 >> How did you determine it was a haunted house? That's very interesting. How How 734 00:13:47,750 --> 00:13:47,760 house? That's very interesting. How How 735 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:48,310 house? That's very interesting. How How do you 736 00:13:48,310 --> 00:13:48,320 do you 737 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:49,910 do you >> Nobody's going to move into a haunted 738 00:13:49,910 --> 00:13:49,920 >> Nobody's going to move into a haunted 739 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:50,389 >> Nobody's going to move into a haunted house. So, 740 00:13:50,389 --> 00:13:50,399 house. So, 741 00:13:50,399 --> 00:13:51,509 house. So, >> well, we didn't know at the time. 742 00:13:51,509 --> 00:13:51,519 >> well, we didn't know at the time. 743 00:13:51,519 --> 00:13:53,030 >> well, we didn't know at the time. >> You didn't know at the time. Were there 744 00:13:53,030 --> 00:13:53,040 >> You didn't know at the time. Were there 745 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:54,710 >> You didn't know at the time. Were there any graveyards nearby? Was there 746 00:13:54,710 --> 00:13:54,720 any graveyards nearby? Was there 747 00:13:54,720 --> 00:13:55,110 any graveyards nearby? Was there anything? 748 00:13:55,110 --> 00:13:55,120 anything? 749 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:55,910 anything? >> I don't think so. 750 00:13:55,910 --> 00:13:55,920 >> I don't think so. 751 00:13:55,920 --> 00:13:57,430 >> I don't think so. >> Anything that would signal kind of red 752 00:13:57,430 --> 00:13:57,440 >> Anything that would signal kind of red 753 00:13:57,440 --> 00:13:59,750 >> Anything that would signal kind of red flag like 754 00:13:59,750 --> 00:13:59,760 flag like 755 00:13:59,760 --> 00:14:00,230 flag like >> No. 756 00:14:00,230 --> 00:14:00,240 >> No. 757 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:02,710 >> No. >> No. So, no clue. It's a haunted house. 758 00:14:02,710 --> 00:14:02,720 >> No. So, no clue. It's a haunted house. 759 00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:04,389 >> No. So, no clue. It's a haunted house. How do you determine now it's a haunted 760 00:14:04,389 --> 00:14:04,399 How do you determine now it's a haunted 761 00:14:04,399 --> 00:14:04,790 How do you determine now it's a haunted house? 762 00:14:04,790 --> 00:14:04,800 house? 763 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:07,189 house? >> Well, cabinets would open. 764 00:14:07,189 --> 00:14:07,199 >> Well, cabinets would open. 765 00:14:07,199 --> 00:14:07,590 >> Well, cabinets would open. >> Mhm. 766 00:14:07,590 --> 00:14:07,600 >> Mhm. 767 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:11,030 >> Mhm. >> Um the surround sound would turn by 768 00:14:11,030 --> 00:14:11,040 >> Um the surround sound would turn by 769 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:14,470 >> Um the surround sound would turn by itself real slowly. The doors would open 770 00:14:14,470 --> 00:14:14,480 itself real slowly. The doors would open 771 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:16,870 itself real slowly. The doors would open and close. You would hear a baby cry all 772 00:14:16,870 --> 00:14:16,880 and close. You would hear a baby cry all 773 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:18,230 and close. You would hear a baby cry all the time. 774 00:14:18,230 --> 00:14:18,240 the time. 775 00:14:18,240 --> 00:14:21,750 the time. >> Um I was in the shower one time. My son 776 00:14:21,750 --> 00:14:21,760 >> Um I was in the shower one time. My son 777 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:25,350 >> Um I was in the shower one time. My son was out. And some I thought it was him 778 00:14:25,350 --> 00:14:25,360 was out. And some I thought it was him 779 00:14:25,360 --> 00:14:27,350 was out. And some I thought it was him walked in. I told him to get out. I'm 780 00:14:27,350 --> 00:14:27,360 walked in. I told him to get out. I'm 781 00:14:27,360 --> 00:14:29,509 walked in. I told him to get out. I'm taking a shower. And then I went out 782 00:14:29,509 --> 00:14:29,519 taking a shower. And then I went out 783 00:14:29,519 --> 00:14:32,150 taking a shower. And then I went out there and he said, "Why? Why did you 784 00:14:32,150 --> 00:14:32,160 there and he said, "Why? Why did you 785 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:33,829 there and he said, "Why? Why did you come in there? I was taking a shower. 786 00:14:33,829 --> 00:14:33,839 come in there? I was taking a shower. 787 00:14:33,839 --> 00:14:35,509 come in there? I was taking a shower. Said, "What are you talking about, Mom? 788 00:14:35,509 --> 00:14:35,519 Said, "What are you talking about, Mom? 789 00:14:35,519 --> 00:14:37,509 Said, "What are you talking about, Mom? I've been here the whole time." 790 00:14:37,509 --> 00:14:37,519 I've been here the whole time." 791 00:14:37,519 --> 00:14:39,990 I've been here the whole time." >> You know, stuff like, 792 00:14:39,990 --> 00:14:40,000 >> You know, stuff like, 793 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:43,829 >> You know, stuff like, >> uh, but by the before we moved Oh, it 794 00:14:43,829 --> 00:14:43,839 >> uh, but by the before we moved Oh, it 795 00:14:43,839 --> 00:14:46,230 >> uh, but by the before we moved Oh, it would also play with my kids' toys. 796 00:14:46,230 --> 00:14:46,240 would also play with my kids' toys. 797 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:47,030 would also play with my kids' toys. >> Mh. 798 00:14:47,030 --> 00:14:47,040 >> Mh. 799 00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:50,150 >> Mh. >> So before we moved, 800 00:14:50,150 --> 00:14:50,160 >> So before we moved, 801 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:52,310 >> So before we moved, we were in all all our rooms, our 802 00:14:52,310 --> 00:14:52,320 we were in all all our rooms, our 803 00:14:52,320 --> 00:14:54,310 we were in all all our rooms, our bedrooms, but by the time we moved, we 804 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:54,320 bedrooms, but by the time we moved, we 805 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:55,910 bedrooms, but by the time we moved, we were all in one bedroom. 806 00:14:55,910 --> 00:14:55,920 were all in one bedroom. 807 00:14:55,920 --> 00:14:57,350 were all in one bedroom. >> Yeah. 808 00:14:57,350 --> 00:14:57,360 >> Yeah. 809 00:14:57,360 --> 00:15:00,629 >> Yeah. for because everybody was so 810 00:15:00,629 --> 00:15:00,639 for because everybody was so 811 00:15:00,639 --> 00:15:02,550 for because everybody was so >> And how long did you said this last 812 00:15:02,550 --> 00:15:02,560 >> And how long did you said this last 813 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:03,350 >> And how long did you said this last couple years? 814 00:15:03,350 --> 00:15:03,360 couple years? 815 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:04,870 couple years? >> Almost two years. Yeah. 816 00:15:04,870 --> 00:15:04,880 >> Almost two years. Yeah. 817 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:06,949 >> Almost two years. Yeah. >> Was it something frequent or was it 818 00:15:06,949 --> 00:15:06,959 >> Was it something frequent or was it 819 00:15:06,959 --> 00:15:09,750 >> Was it something frequent or was it occasional sporadic 820 00:15:09,750 --> 00:15:09,760 occasional sporadic 821 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:11,269 occasional sporadic >> that things would happen that were 822 00:15:11,269 --> 00:15:11,279 >> that things would happen that were 823 00:15:11,279 --> 00:15:13,269 >> that things would happen that were abnormal? 824 00:15:13,269 --> 00:15:13,279 abnormal? 825 00:15:13,279 --> 00:15:15,350 abnormal? >> No, it was sporadic. Uh we would go on 826 00:15:15,350 --> 00:15:15,360 >> No, it was sporadic. Uh we would go on 827 00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:18,230 >> No, it was sporadic. Uh we would go on vacation and we would even switch locks 828 00:15:18,230 --> 00:15:18,240 vacation and we would even switch locks 829 00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:20,550 vacation and we would even switch locks and the for some reason all the doors 830 00:15:20,550 --> 00:15:20,560 and the for some reason all the doors 831 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:22,870 and the for some reason all the doors would be opened when we got home. 832 00:15:22,870 --> 00:15:22,880 would be opened when we got home. 833 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:23,269 would be opened when we got home. >> Yeah. 834 00:15:23,269 --> 00:15:23,279 >> Yeah. 835 00:15:23,279 --> 00:15:25,509 >> Yeah. >> I mean it was really I don't even think 836 00:15:25,509 --> 00:15:25,519 >> I mean it was really I don't even think 837 00:15:25,519 --> 00:15:26,710 >> I mean it was really I don't even think I would 838 00:15:26,710 --> 00:15:26,720 I would 839 00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:29,750 I would want to drive by that house again. 840 00:15:29,750 --> 00:15:29,760 want to drive by that house again. 841 00:15:29,760 --> 00:15:33,590 want to drive by that house again. >> So then So then how 842 00:15:33,590 --> 00:15:33,600 >> So then So then how 843 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:36,629 >> So then So then how did you guys decide? Okay. You stuff you 844 00:15:36,629 --> 00:15:36,639 did you guys decide? Okay. You stuff you 845 00:15:36,639 --> 00:15:38,470 did you guys decide? Okay. You stuff you you stuck it out two years. 846 00:15:38,470 --> 00:15:38,480 you stuck it out two years. 847 00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:40,790 you stuck it out two years. >> Yeah. Well, one time my daughter was 848 00:15:40,790 --> 00:15:40,800 >> Yeah. Well, one time my daughter was 849 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:43,990 >> Yeah. Well, one time my daughter was born, my youngest one, and she was in 850 00:15:43,990 --> 00:15:44,000 born, my youngest one, and she was in 851 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:45,269 born, my youngest one, and she was in her bassinet. 852 00:15:45,269 --> 00:15:45,279 her bassinet. 853 00:15:45,279 --> 00:15:46,389 her bassinet. >> Yeah. 854 00:15:46,389 --> 00:15:46,399 >> Yeah. 855 00:15:46,399 --> 00:15:48,790 >> Yeah. >> And she was laying on top of her 856 00:15:48,790 --> 00:15:48,800 >> And she was laying on top of her 857 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:49,590 >> And she was laying on top of her blanket. 858 00:15:49,590 --> 00:15:49,600 blanket. 859 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:52,550 blanket. >> Yeah. I went to answer the phone and 860 00:15:52,550 --> 00:15:52,560 >> Yeah. I went to answer the phone and 861 00:15:52,560 --> 00:15:55,350 >> Yeah. I went to answer the phone and when I came back she was turned over and 862 00:15:55,350 --> 00:15:55,360 when I came back she was turned over and 863 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:57,670 when I came back she was turned over and the the covers were on in such a way 864 00:15:57,670 --> 00:15:57,680 the the covers were on in such a way 865 00:15:57,680 --> 00:15:59,590 the the covers were on in such a way that there's no way that she turned over 866 00:15:59,590 --> 00:15:59,600 that there's no way that she turned over 867 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:01,829 that there's no way that she turned over and the covers were like that. 868 00:16:01,829 --> 00:16:01,839 and the covers were like that. 869 00:16:01,839 --> 00:16:04,230 and the covers were like that. >> So I said, "Okay, it's one thing to open 870 00:16:04,230 --> 00:16:04,240 >> So I said, "Okay, it's one thing to open 871 00:16:04,240 --> 00:16:06,230 >> So I said, "Okay, it's one thing to open cabinet doors and all this, but when you 872 00:16:06,230 --> 00:16:06,240 cabinet doors and all this, but when you 873 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:08,710 cabinet doors and all this, but when you start messing with kids, that's a whole 874 00:16:08,710 --> 00:16:08,720 start messing with kids, that's a whole 875 00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:10,389 start messing with kids, that's a whole different thing. So we need to get out 876 00:16:10,389 --> 00:16:10,399 different thing. So we need to get out 877 00:16:10,399 --> 00:16:11,030 different thing. So we need to get out of here." 878 00:16:11,030 --> 00:16:11,040 of here." 879 00:16:11,040 --> 00:16:11,910 of here." >> Yeah. 880 00:16:11,910 --> 00:16:11,920 >> Yeah. 881 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:13,430 >> Yeah. >> So, 882 00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:13,440 >> So, 883 00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:15,749 >> So, uh, we packed up and I called my father 884 00:16:15,749 --> 00:16:15,759 uh, we packed up and I called my father 885 00:16:15,759 --> 00:16:17,749 uh, we packed up and I called my father and we we left. 886 00:16:17,749 --> 00:16:17,759 and we we left. 887 00:16:17,759 --> 00:16:19,030 and we we left. >> Yeah. 888 00:16:19,030 --> 00:16:19,040 >> Yeah. 889 00:16:19,040 --> 00:16:21,350 >> Yeah. Did you Did you later Was there anything 890 00:16:21,350 --> 00:16:21,360 Did you Did you later Was there anything 891 00:16:21,360 --> 00:16:23,509 Did you Did you later Was there anything later that you found out about this 892 00:16:23,509 --> 00:16:23,519 later that you found out about this 893 00:16:23,519 --> 00:16:24,230 later that you found out about this house? 894 00:16:24,230 --> 00:16:24,240 house? 895 00:16:24,240 --> 00:16:24,710 house? >> Yeah. 896 00:16:24,710 --> 00:16:24,720 >> Yeah. 897 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:25,189 >> Yeah. >> What? 898 00:16:25,189 --> 00:16:25,199 >> What? 899 00:16:25,199 --> 00:16:27,189 >> What? >> Nobody lived in that house no more than 900 00:16:27,189 --> 00:16:27,199 >> Nobody lived in that house no more than 901 00:16:27,199 --> 00:16:28,150 >> Nobody lived in that house no more than two years. 902 00:16:28,150 --> 00:16:28,160 two years. 903 00:16:28,160 --> 00:16:28,790 two years. >> Uhhuh. 904 00:16:28,790 --> 00:16:28,800 >> Uhhuh. 905 00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:31,110 >> Uhhuh. >> Ever. I looked back at the records to 906 00:16:31,110 --> 00:16:31,120 >> Ever. I looked back at the records to 907 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:33,749 >> Ever. I looked back at the records to see and no one's been in that house for 908 00:16:33,749 --> 00:16:33,759 see and no one's been in that house for 909 00:16:33,759 --> 00:16:35,189 see and no one's been in that house for a full two years. 910 00:16:35,189 --> 00:16:35,199 a full two years. 911 00:16:35,199 --> 00:16:37,030 a full two years. >> Yeah. 912 00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:37,040 >> Yeah. 913 00:16:37,040 --> 00:16:40,389 >> Yeah. So then it just from there 914 00:16:40,389 --> 00:16:40,399 So then it just from there 915 00:16:40,399 --> 00:16:43,509 So then it just from there nobody's But did when you go back, was 916 00:16:43,509 --> 00:16:43,519 nobody's But did when you go back, was 917 00:16:43,519 --> 00:16:46,790 nobody's But did when you go back, was there any kind of event that happened in 918 00:16:46,790 --> 00:16:46,800 there any kind of event that happened in 919 00:16:46,800 --> 00:16:49,910 there any kind of event that happened in that house? something that that you guys 920 00:16:49,910 --> 00:16:49,920 that house? something that that you guys 921 00:16:49,920 --> 00:16:51,990 that house? something that that you guys uncovered? Anything else besides no one 922 00:16:51,990 --> 00:16:52,000 uncovered? Anything else besides no one 923 00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:54,310 uncovered? Anything else besides no one living in that house? Anything the 924 00:16:54,310 --> 00:16:54,320 living in that house? Anything the 925 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:55,269 living in that house? Anything the history of it? 926 00:16:55,269 --> 00:16:55,279 history of it? 927 00:16:55,279 --> 00:16:58,150 history of it? >> The I um 928 00:16:58,150 --> 00:16:58,160 >> The I um 929 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:01,189 >> The I um it was 930 00:17:01,189 --> 00:17:01,199 it was 931 00:17:01,199 --> 00:17:02,870 it was >> like if there was some kind of um 932 00:17:02,870 --> 00:17:02,880 >> like if there was some kind of um 933 00:17:02,880 --> 00:17:04,630 >> like if there was some kind of um tragedy that happened there or any 934 00:17:04,630 --> 00:17:04,640 tragedy that happened there or any 935 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:05,510 tragedy that happened there or any anything else like that? 936 00:17:05,510 --> 00:17:05,520 anything else like that? 937 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:07,909 anything else like that? >> I never found anything like that, but I 938 00:17:07,909 --> 00:17:07,919 >> I never found anything like that, but I 939 00:17:07,919 --> 00:17:10,309 >> I never found anything like that, but I know we were near cotton fields. 940 00:17:10,309 --> 00:17:10,319 know we were near cotton fields. 941 00:17:10,319 --> 00:17:11,029 know we were near cotton fields. >> Mhm. 942 00:17:11,029 --> 00:17:11,039 >> Mhm. 943 00:17:11,039 --> 00:17:12,949 >> Mhm. >> I guess where a lot of slaves might have 944 00:17:12,949 --> 00:17:12,959 >> I guess where a lot of slaves might have 945 00:17:12,959 --> 00:17:13,829 >> I guess where a lot of slaves might have used been. 946 00:17:13,829 --> 00:17:13,839 used been. 947 00:17:13,839 --> 00:17:14,870 used been. >> Okay, that's what I'm trying to figure 948 00:17:14,870 --> 00:17:14,880 >> Okay, that's what I'm trying to figure 949 00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:16,069 >> Okay, that's what I'm trying to figure out. Okay, that that's what I'm trying 950 00:17:16,069 --> 00:17:16,079 out. Okay, that that's what I'm trying 951 00:17:16,079 --> 00:17:17,669 out. Okay, that that's what I'm trying to figure out. So 952 00:17:17,669 --> 00:17:17,679 to figure out. So 953 00:17:17,679 --> 00:17:19,909 to figure out. So >> tell us. So there was cotton fields and 954 00:17:19,909 --> 00:17:19,919 >> tell us. So there was cotton fields and 955 00:17:19,919 --> 00:17:22,390 >> tell us. So there was cotton fields and they used to have slaves running those 956 00:17:22,390 --> 00:17:22,400 they used to have slaves running those 957 00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:24,470 they used to have slaves running those cotton fields next to the house. 958 00:17:24,470 --> 00:17:24,480 cotton fields next to the house. 959 00:17:24,480 --> 00:17:26,150 cotton fields next to the house. >> It wasn't next to the house, but that 960 00:17:26,150 --> 00:17:26,160 >> It wasn't next to the house, but that 961 00:17:26,160 --> 00:17:28,710 >> It wasn't next to the house, but that that place is known. It has cotton 962 00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:28,720 that place is known. It has cotton 963 00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:31,029 that place is known. It has cotton fields all still to this day all over. 964 00:17:31,029 --> 00:17:31,039 fields all still to this day all over. 965 00:17:31,039 --> 00:17:34,549 fields all still to this day all over. >> Mhm. And and those are just empty now. 966 00:17:34,549 --> 00:17:34,559 >> Mhm. And and those are just empty now. 967 00:17:34,559 --> 00:17:36,710 >> Mhm. And and those are just empty now. >> No, they still do grow the cotton. 968 00:17:36,710 --> 00:17:36,720 >> No, they still do grow the cotton. 969 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:37,110 >> No, they still do grow the cotton. >> Yeah. 970 00:17:37,110 --> 00:17:37,120 >> Yeah. 971 00:17:37,120 --> 00:17:40,390 >> Yeah. >> You know, but um where the house was 972 00:17:40,390 --> 00:17:40,400 >> You know, but um where the house was 973 00:17:40,400 --> 00:17:42,070 >> You know, but um where the house was there was 974 00:17:42,070 --> 00:17:42,080 there was 975 00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:43,830 there was I don't know if they might have grown it 976 00:17:43,830 --> 00:17:43,840 I don't know if they might have grown it 977 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:44,630 I don't know if they might have grown it before. 978 00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:44,640 before. 979 00:17:44,640 --> 00:17:48,070 before. >> Yeah. So at that point your your husband 980 00:17:48,070 --> 00:17:48,080 >> Yeah. So at that point your your husband 981 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:49,110 >> Yeah. So at that point your your husband he's not Muslim. 982 00:17:49,110 --> 00:17:49,120 he's not Muslim. 983 00:17:49,120 --> 00:17:49,830 he's not Muslim. >> No. 984 00:17:49,830 --> 00:17:49,840 >> No. 985 00:17:49,840 --> 00:17:51,510 >> No. >> Uh you're not Muslim. No nothing about 986 00:17:51,510 --> 00:17:51,520 >> Uh you're not Muslim. No nothing about 987 00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:53,830 >> Uh you're not Muslim. No nothing about Islam because obviously we would connect 988 00:17:53,830 --> 00:17:53,840 Islam because obviously we would connect 989 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:56,230 Islam because obviously we would connect right now. You know what we would you 990 00:17:56,230 --> 00:17:56,240 right now. You know what we would you 991 00:17:56,240 --> 00:17:58,150 right now. You know what we would you pro you probably know what it is by now. 992 00:17:58,150 --> 00:17:58,160 pro you probably know what it is by now. 993 00:17:58,160 --> 00:17:59,430 pro you probably know what it is by now. What would have been in that house, 994 00:17:59,430 --> 00:17:59,440 What would have been in that house, 995 00:17:59,440 --> 00:17:59,830 What would have been in that house, right? 996 00:17:59,830 --> 00:17:59,840 right? 997 00:17:59,840 --> 00:18:00,470 right? >> Jin. 998 00:18:00,470 --> 00:18:00,480 >> Jin. 999 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:01,590 >> Jin. >> Jin, right? 1000 00:18:01,590 --> 00:18:01,600 >> Jin, right? 1001 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:02,870 >> Jin, right? >> So 1002 00:18:02,870 --> 00:18:02,880 >> So 1003 00:18:02,880 --> 00:18:04,470 >> So >> yeah, that's why I mentioned graveyard 1004 00:18:04,470 --> 00:18:04,480 >> yeah, that's why I mentioned graveyard 1005 00:18:04,480 --> 00:18:08,230 >> yeah, that's why I mentioned graveyard or um abandoned places. They like to 1006 00:18:08,230 --> 00:18:08,240 or um abandoned places. They like to 1007 00:18:08,240 --> 00:18:11,190 or um abandoned places. They like to inhabit the and we have that whole 1008 00:18:11,190 --> 00:18:11,200 inhabit the and we have that whole 1009 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:13,110 inhabit the and we have that whole topic. It's very interesting for people 1010 00:18:13,110 --> 00:18:13,120 topic. It's very interesting for people 1011 00:18:13,120 --> 00:18:14,390 topic. It's very interesting for people when you look into it. The world of the 1012 00:18:14,390 --> 00:18:14,400 when you look into it. The world of the 1013 00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:16,150 when you look into it. The world of the jin. So haunted house we say. 1014 00:18:16,150 --> 00:18:16,160 jin. So haunted house we say. 1015 00:18:16,160 --> 00:18:18,070 jin. So haunted house we say. >> We had a dog too and she would bark in 1016 00:18:18,070 --> 00:18:18,080 >> We had a dog too and she would bark in 1017 00:18:18,080 --> 00:18:20,390 >> We had a dog too and she would bark in the closet. Hit the closet and bark all 1018 00:18:20,390 --> 00:18:20,400 the closet. Hit the closet and bark all 1019 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:21,350 the closet. Hit the closet and bark all the time. 1020 00:18:21,350 --> 00:18:21,360 the time. 1021 00:18:21,360 --> 00:18:23,190 the time. >> Yeah. 1022 00:18:23,190 --> 00:18:23,200 >> Yeah. 1023 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:25,430 >> Yeah. >> So and at that time you had a dog in the 1024 00:18:25,430 --> 00:18:25,440 >> So and at that time you had a dog in the 1025 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:27,190 >> So and at that time you had a dog in the house. 1026 00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:27,200 house. 1027 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:29,350 house. So what So you guys are out of there 1028 00:18:29,350 --> 00:18:29,360 So what So you guys are out of there 1029 00:18:29,360 --> 00:18:29,990 So what So you guys are out of there now? 1030 00:18:29,990 --> 00:18:30,000 now? 1031 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:30,710 now? >> You left. 1032 00:18:30,710 --> 00:18:30,720 >> You left. 1033 00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:31,510 >> You left. >> You left. 1034 00:18:31,510 --> 00:18:31,520 >> You left. 1035 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:34,470 >> You left. >> Okay. So what happens next? Next we 1036 00:18:34,470 --> 00:18:34,480 >> Okay. So what happens next? Next we 1037 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:36,549 >> Okay. So what happens next? Next we after my father we stayed there for a 1038 00:18:36,549 --> 00:18:36,559 after my father we stayed there for a 1039 00:18:36,559 --> 00:18:39,029 after my father we stayed there for a few weeks and then we moved near my 1040 00:18:39,029 --> 00:18:39,039 few weeks and then we moved near my 1041 00:18:39,039 --> 00:18:43,430 few weeks and then we moved near my mother in a different part of Florida 1042 00:18:43,430 --> 00:18:43,440 mother in a different part of Florida 1043 00:18:43,440 --> 00:18:46,630 mother in a different part of Florida and for a while everything was okay. No 1044 00:18:46,630 --> 00:18:46,640 and for a while everything was okay. No 1045 00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:49,909 and for a while everything was okay. No surround sound going up anymore. 1046 00:18:49,909 --> 00:18:49,919 surround sound going up anymore. 1047 00:18:49,919 --> 00:18:52,470 surround sound going up anymore. Everything was perfect. And then all of 1048 00:18:52,470 --> 00:18:52,480 Everything was perfect. And then all of 1049 00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:55,510 Everything was perfect. And then all of a sudden it's like it followed us or 1050 00:18:55,510 --> 00:18:55,520 a sudden it's like it followed us or 1051 00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:58,070 a sudden it's like it followed us or something. It started to happen again. 1052 00:18:58,070 --> 00:18:58,080 something. It started to happen again. 1053 00:18:58,080 --> 00:18:58,710 something. It started to happen again. >> Mhm. 1054 00:18:58,710 --> 00:18:58,720 >> Mhm. 1055 00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:02,390 >> Mhm. >> The surround sound started to go. 1056 00:19:02,390 --> 00:19:02,400 >> The surround sound started to go. 1057 00:19:02,400 --> 00:19:03,590 >> The surround sound started to go. Um, 1058 00:19:03,590 --> 00:19:03,600 Um, 1059 00:19:03,600 --> 00:19:05,110 Um, >> so so now you're in your new place. 1060 00:19:05,110 --> 00:19:05,120 >> so so now you're in your new place. 1061 00:19:05,120 --> 00:19:06,230 >> so so now you're in your new place. >> Yeah, a new place. 1062 00:19:06,230 --> 00:19:06,240 >> Yeah, a new place. 1063 00:19:06,240 --> 00:19:07,350 >> Yeah, a new place. >> Yeah. 1064 00:19:07,350 --> 00:19:07,360 >> Yeah. 1065 00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:10,470 >> Yeah. >> Uh, it started to happen again and I'm 1066 00:19:10,470 --> 00:19:10,480 >> Uh, it started to happen again and I'm 1067 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:12,710 >> Uh, it started to happen again and I'm like, "Oh goodness, this is Here we go 1068 00:19:12,710 --> 00:19:12,720 like, "Oh goodness, this is Here we go 1069 00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:16,470 like, "Oh goodness, this is Here we go again." Um, my daughter was potty being 1070 00:19:16,470 --> 00:19:16,480 again." Um, my daughter was potty being 1071 00:19:16,480 --> 00:19:19,110 again." Um, my daughter was potty being potty trained at that time and she she 1072 00:19:19,110 --> 00:19:19,120 potty trained at that time and she she 1073 00:19:19,120 --> 00:19:21,110 potty trained at that time and she she told me, "Mom, I I can't go to the 1074 00:19:21,110 --> 00:19:21,120 told me, "Mom, I I can't go to the 1075 00:19:21,120 --> 00:19:22,630 told me, "Mom, I I can't go to the bathroom." I said, "Why not?" She said, 1076 00:19:22,630 --> 00:19:22,640 bathroom." I said, "Why not?" She said, 1077 00:19:22,640 --> 00:19:26,390 bathroom." I said, "Why not?" She said, "Cuz this boy is sitting on my my 1078 00:19:26,390 --> 00:19:26,400 "Cuz this boy is sitting on my my 1079 00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:28,710 "Cuz this boy is sitting on my my potty." You know, those little training 1080 00:19:28,710 --> 00:19:28,720 potty." You know, those little training 1081 00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:29,350 potty." You know, those little training potties. 1082 00:19:29,350 --> 00:19:29,360 potties. 1083 00:19:29,360 --> 00:19:30,549 potties. >> Yes. 1084 00:19:30,549 --> 00:19:30,559 >> Yes. 1085 00:19:30,559 --> 00:19:32,549 >> Yes. So, I had to act like I said, "Okay, 1086 00:19:32,549 --> 00:19:32,559 So, I had to act like I said, "Okay, 1087 00:19:32,559 --> 00:19:33,990 So, I had to act like I said, "Okay, little boy, get up. Let her go to the 1088 00:19:33,990 --> 00:19:34,000 little boy, get up. Let her go to the 1089 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:34,390 little boy, get up. Let her go to the bathroom." 1090 00:19:34,390 --> 00:19:34,400 bathroom." 1091 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:35,590 bathroom." >> I mean, you couldn't see anything. 1092 00:19:35,590 --> 00:19:35,600 >> I mean, you couldn't see anything. 1093 00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:36,470 >> I mean, you couldn't see anything. >> I didn't see anything. 1094 00:19:36,470 --> 00:19:36,480 >> I didn't see anything. 1095 00:19:36,480 --> 00:19:37,669 >> I didn't see anything. >> She's saying she's seeing something. 1096 00:19:37,669 --> 00:19:37,679 >> She's saying she's seeing something. 1097 00:19:37,679 --> 00:19:38,710 >> She's saying she's seeing something. >> Yeah. 1098 00:19:38,710 --> 00:19:38,720 >> Yeah. 1099 00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:40,390 >> Yeah. >> So, 1100 00:19:40,390 --> 00:19:40,400 >> So, 1101 00:19:40,400 --> 00:19:42,150 >> So, um 1102 00:19:42,150 --> 00:19:42,160 um 1103 00:19:42,160 --> 00:19:44,470 um so then 1104 00:19:44,470 --> 00:19:44,480 so then 1105 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:48,870 so then we decided after that 1106 00:19:48,870 --> 00:19:48,880 we decided after that 1107 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:52,870 we decided after that I I found out later 1108 00:19:52,870 --> 00:19:52,880 I I found out later 1109 00:19:52,880 --> 00:19:57,190 I I found out later that my ex was using a Ouija board. 1110 00:19:57,190 --> 00:19:57,200 that my ex was using a Ouija board. 1111 00:19:57,200 --> 00:20:00,310 that my ex was using a Ouija board. >> Oh, okay. Now, that's a key component. 1112 00:20:00,310 --> 00:20:00,320 >> Oh, okay. Now, that's a key component. 1113 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:03,590 >> Oh, okay. Now, that's a key component. Now, so your your husband at the time, 1114 00:20:03,590 --> 00:20:03,600 Now, so your your husband at the time, 1115 00:20:03,600 --> 00:20:06,070 Now, so your your husband at the time, he was dwelling into some kind of a 1116 00:20:06,070 --> 00:20:06,080 he was dwelling into some kind of a 1117 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:08,470 he was dwelling into some kind of a Ouija board, messing around with the 1118 00:20:08,470 --> 00:20:08,480 Ouija board, messing around with the 1119 00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:11,029 Ouija board, messing around with the unseen world, devils, and whatever he's 1120 00:20:11,029 --> 00:20:11,039 unseen world, devils, and whatever he's 1121 00:20:11,039 --> 00:20:13,270 unseen world, devils, and whatever he's assuming he's going to get done with 1122 00:20:13,270 --> 00:20:13,280 assuming he's going to get done with 1123 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:14,230 assuming he's going to get done with that Ouija board, 1124 00:20:14,230 --> 00:20:14,240 that Ouija board, 1125 00:20:14,240 --> 00:20:14,789 that Ouija board, >> right? 1126 00:20:14,789 --> 00:20:14,799 >> right? 1127 00:20:14,799 --> 00:20:16,630 >> right? >> Is he doing any black magic? Anything? 1128 00:20:16,630 --> 00:20:16,640 >> Is he doing any black magic? Anything? 1129 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:18,230 >> Is he doing any black magic? Anything? Because you open up the door like that, 1130 00:20:18,230 --> 00:20:18,240 Because you open up the door like that, 1131 00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:20,470 Because you open up the door like that, you just don't know what else to expect. 1132 00:20:20,470 --> 00:20:20,480 you just don't know what else to expect. 1133 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:22,150 you just don't know what else to expect. >> I didn't see him do it, but I found the 1134 00:20:22,150 --> 00:20:22,160 >> I didn't see him do it, but I found the 1135 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:23,590 >> I didn't see him do it, but I found the Ouija board and he said it was 1136 00:20:23,590 --> 00:20:23,600 Ouija board and he said it was 1137 00:20:23,600 --> 00:20:25,110 Ouija board and he said it was >> You found the Ouija board? 1138 00:20:25,110 --> 00:20:25,120 >> You found the Ouija board? 1139 00:20:25,120 --> 00:20:25,669 >> You found the Ouija board? >> Mhm. 1140 00:20:25,669 --> 00:20:25,679 >> Mhm. 1141 00:20:25,679 --> 00:20:27,909 >> Mhm. >> Okay. He didn't He wasn't open with you 1142 00:20:27,909 --> 00:20:27,919 >> Okay. He didn't He wasn't open with you 1143 00:20:27,919 --> 00:20:29,350 >> Okay. He didn't He wasn't open with you before about it. This something he was 1144 00:20:29,350 --> 00:20:29,360 before about it. This something he was 1145 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:30,549 before about it. This something he was doing in secret. 1146 00:20:30,549 --> 00:20:30,559 doing in secret. 1147 00:20:30,559 --> 00:20:32,230 doing in secret. >> Yeah. So tell him. So you find the Ouija 1148 00:20:32,230 --> 00:20:32,240 >> Yeah. So tell him. So you find the Ouija 1149 00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:32,950 >> Yeah. So tell him. So you find the Ouija board. 1150 00:20:32,950 --> 00:20:32,960 board. 1151 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:34,710 board. >> Do you confront him then? 1152 00:20:34,710 --> 00:20:34,720 >> Do you confront him then? 1153 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:36,630 >> Do you confront him then? >> Yeah. He's like, "Oh, it's a game. It's 1154 00:20:36,630 --> 00:20:36,640 >> Yeah. He's like, "Oh, it's a game. It's 1155 00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:36,950 >> Yeah. He's like, "Oh, it's a game. It's a game." 1156 00:20:36,950 --> 00:20:36,960 a game." 1157 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:39,270 a game." >> Oh, yeah. What a game. Okay. You what' 1158 00:20:39,270 --> 00:20:39,280 >> Oh, yeah. What a game. Okay. You what' 1159 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:41,510 >> Oh, yeah. What a game. Okay. You what' you invite over here? I mean, this ain't 1160 00:20:41,510 --> 00:20:41,520 you invite over here? I mean, this ain't 1161 00:20:41,520 --> 00:20:42,549 you invite over here? I mean, this ain't fun anymore, right? 1162 00:20:42,549 --> 00:20:42,559 fun anymore, right? 1163 00:20:42,559 --> 00:20:43,510 fun anymore, right? >> Yeah. 1164 00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:43,520 >> Yeah. 1165 00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:44,310 >> Yeah. >> Wow. 1166 00:20:44,310 --> 00:20:44,320 >> Wow. 1167 00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:45,990 >> Wow. >> Yeah. So 1168 00:20:45,990 --> 00:20:46,000 >> Yeah. So 1169 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:49,909 >> Yeah. So >> So that's Wow. So that makes sense now. 1170 00:20:49,909 --> 00:20:49,919 >> So that's Wow. So that makes sense now. 1171 00:20:49,919 --> 00:20:52,310 >> So that's Wow. So that makes sense now. >> Yeah. So you got a Ouija board and how 1172 00:20:52,310 --> 00:20:52,320 >> Yeah. So you got a Ouija board and how 1173 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:53,990 >> Yeah. So you got a Ouija board and how how did he get into how he's because 1174 00:20:53,990 --> 00:20:54,000 how did he get into how he's because 1175 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:55,669 how did he get into how he's because that Ouija board from what I know is 1176 00:20:55,669 --> 00:20:55,679 that Ouija board from what I know is 1177 00:20:55,679 --> 00:20:57,350 that Ouija board from what I know is you're calling on these spirit you're 1178 00:20:57,350 --> 00:20:57,360 you're calling on these spirit you're 1179 00:20:57,360 --> 00:20:59,270 you're calling on these spirit you're calling on these jin at the time you 1180 00:20:59,270 --> 00:20:59,280 calling on these jin at the time you 1181 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:00,390 calling on these jin at the time you don't call them jin you don't know what 1182 00:21:00,390 --> 00:21:00,400 don't call them jin you don't know what 1183 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:03,029 don't call them jin you don't know what they are but he's calling on something 1184 00:21:03,029 --> 00:21:03,039 they are but he's calling on something 1185 00:21:03,039 --> 00:21:04,149 they are but he's calling on something from the unseen 1186 00:21:04,149 --> 00:21:04,159 from the unseen 1187 00:21:04,159 --> 00:21:06,070 from the unseen >> right 1188 00:21:06,070 --> 00:21:06,080 >> right 1189 00:21:06,080 --> 00:21:08,149 >> right >> yeah so um 1190 00:21:08,149 --> 00:21:08,159 >> yeah so um 1191 00:21:08,159 --> 00:21:09,270 >> yeah so um >> you see this is uh 1192 00:21:09,270 --> 00:21:09,280 >> you see this is uh 1193 00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:10,390 >> you see this is uh >> and his that's when 1194 00:21:10,390 --> 00:21:10,400 >> and his that's when 1195 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:11,190 >> and his that's when >> very dangerous 1196 00:21:11,190 --> 00:21:11,200 >> very dangerous 1197 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:13,510 >> very dangerous >> yeah and that's when he starts he's 1198 00:21:13,510 --> 00:21:13,520 >> yeah and that's when he starts he's 1199 00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:16,789 >> yeah and that's when he starts he's changing even more as a human being it's 1200 00:21:16,789 --> 00:21:16,799 changing even more as a human being it's 1201 00:21:16,799 --> 00:21:18,789 changing even more as a human being it's like it's a total different person I 1202 00:21:18,789 --> 00:21:18,799 like it's a total different person I 1203 00:21:18,799 --> 00:21:20,549 like it's a total different person I don't know who this person is who? Your 1204 00:21:20,549 --> 00:21:20,559 don't know who this person is who? Your 1205 00:21:20,559 --> 00:21:21,270 don't know who this person is who? Your husband at the time? 1206 00:21:21,270 --> 00:21:21,280 husband at the time? 1207 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:21,669 husband at the time? >> Yeah. 1208 00:21:21,669 --> 00:21:21,679 >> Yeah. 1209 00:21:21,679 --> 00:21:22,870 >> Yeah. >> Yeah. 1210 00:21:22,870 --> 00:21:22,880 >> Yeah. 1211 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:25,750 >> Yeah. >> He started to become a little abusive. 1212 00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:25,760 >> He started to become a little abusive. 1213 00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:27,270 >> He started to become a little abusive. >> Yeah. 1214 00:21:27,270 --> 00:21:27,280 >> Yeah. 1215 00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:31,190 >> Yeah. >> No. So, uh then uh after that we ended 1216 00:21:31,190 --> 00:21:31,200 >> No. So, uh then uh after that we ended 1217 00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:32,950 >> No. So, uh then uh after that we ended up going back to Georgia. 1218 00:21:32,950 --> 00:21:32,960 up going back to Georgia. 1219 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:34,470 up going back to Georgia. >> Yeah. 1220 00:21:34,470 --> 00:21:34,480 >> Yeah. 1221 00:21:34,480 --> 00:21:40,070 >> Yeah. >> And uh one time I was um 1222 00:21:40,070 --> 00:21:40,080 >> And uh one time I was um 1223 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:42,870 >> And uh one time I was um my daughter needed to take a nap. So I I 1224 00:21:42,870 --> 00:21:42,880 my daughter needed to take a nap. So I I 1225 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:45,909 my daughter needed to take a nap. So I I said I'm going to go upstairs, lay with 1226 00:21:45,909 --> 00:21:45,919 said I'm going to go upstairs, lay with 1227 00:21:45,919 --> 00:21:48,390 said I'm going to go upstairs, lay with her, let her, you know, fall asleep and 1228 00:21:48,390 --> 00:21:48,400 her, let her, you know, fall asleep and 1229 00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:50,390 her, let her, you know, fall asleep and I'll get up. Mhm. 1230 00:21:50,390 --> 00:21:50,400 I'll get up. Mhm. 1231 00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:52,870 I'll get up. Mhm. >> I was so tired I fell asleep and he you 1232 00:21:52,870 --> 00:21:52,880 >> I was so tired I fell asleep and he you 1233 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:55,510 >> I was so tired I fell asleep and he you know he came in and he kicked me in the 1234 00:21:55,510 --> 00:21:55,520 know he came in and he kicked me in the 1235 00:21:55,520 --> 00:21:57,990 know he came in and he kicked me in the stomach. 1236 00:21:57,990 --> 00:21:58,000 stomach. 1237 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:01,029 stomach. >> And I and my the other my other daughter 1238 00:22:01,029 --> 00:22:01,039 >> And I and my the other my other daughter 1239 00:22:01,039 --> 00:22:03,909 >> And I and my the other my other daughter was right there seeing the whole thing. 1240 00:22:03,909 --> 00:22:03,919 was right there seeing the whole thing. 1241 00:22:03,919 --> 00:22:05,029 was right there seeing the whole thing. >> Why did he do that? 1242 00:22:05,029 --> 00:22:05,039 >> Why did he do that? 1243 00:22:05,039 --> 00:22:06,549 >> Why did he do that? >> He didn't want me to sleep. 1244 00:22:06,549 --> 00:22:06,559 >> He didn't want me to sleep. 1245 00:22:06,559 --> 00:22:07,669 >> He didn't want me to sleep. >> Mhm. 1246 00:22:07,669 --> 00:22:07,679 >> Mhm. 1247 00:22:07,679 --> 00:22:09,750 >> Mhm. >> I was like exhausted. I accidentally 1248 00:22:09,750 --> 00:22:09,760 >> I was like exhausted. I accidentally 1249 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:11,909 >> I was like exhausted. I accidentally fell asleep when uh you know 1250 00:22:11,909 --> 00:22:11,919 fell asleep when uh you know 1251 00:22:11,919 --> 00:22:12,230 fell asleep when uh you know >> Yeah. 1252 00:22:12,230 --> 00:22:12,240 >> Yeah. 1253 00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:15,190 >> Yeah. >> when she fell asleep. 1254 00:22:15,190 --> 00:22:15,200 >> when she fell asleep. 1255 00:22:15,200 --> 00:22:19,750 >> when she fell asleep. So, you know, it got kind of turned into 1256 00:22:19,750 --> 00:22:19,760 So, you know, it got kind of turned into 1257 00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:21,350 So, you know, it got kind of turned into this different person. 1258 00:22:21,350 --> 00:22:21,360 this different person. 1259 00:22:21,360 --> 00:22:23,029 this different person. >> Yeah. 1260 00:22:23,029 --> 00:22:23,039 >> Yeah. 1261 00:22:23,039 --> 00:22:26,630 >> Yeah. >> And then he decided he wanted to go live 1262 00:22:26,630 --> 00:22:26,640 >> And then he decided he wanted to go live 1263 00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:28,710 >> And then he decided he wanted to go live near his family. So, we went to his 1264 00:22:28,710 --> 00:22:28,720 near his family. So, we went to his 1265 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:31,350 near his family. So, we went to his family back to Daytona, Florida. 1266 00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:31,360 family back to Daytona, Florida. 1267 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:33,510 family back to Daytona, Florida. >> Yeah. 1268 00:22:33,510 --> 00:22:33,520 >> Yeah. 1269 00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:36,950 >> Yeah. >> And that's when 1270 00:22:36,950 --> 00:22:36,960 >> And that's when 1271 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:40,390 >> And that's when I went to a priest because I couldn't I 1272 00:22:40,390 --> 00:22:40,400 I went to a priest because I couldn't I 1273 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:41,830 I went to a priest because I couldn't I didn't want to be in this kind of a 1274 00:22:41,830 --> 00:22:41,840 didn't want to be in this kind of a 1275 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:42,789 didn't want to be in this kind of a relationship. 1276 00:22:42,789 --> 00:22:42,799 relationship. 1277 00:22:42,799 --> 00:22:44,149 relationship. >> Mhm. 1278 00:22:44,149 --> 00:22:44,159 >> Mhm. 1279 00:22:44,159 --> 00:22:46,950 >> Mhm. And the priest told me 1280 00:22:46,950 --> 00:22:46,960 And the priest told me 1281 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:49,830 And the priest told me that I couldn't get a divorce because 1282 00:22:49,830 --> 00:22:49,840 that I couldn't get a divorce because 1283 00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:51,750 that I couldn't get a divorce because that would be considered a sin. 1284 00:22:51,750 --> 00:22:51,760 that would be considered a sin. 1285 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:52,470 that would be considered a sin. >> Mhm. 1286 00:22:52,470 --> 00:22:52,480 >> Mhm. 1287 00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:55,270 >> Mhm. >> And I thought to myself, why 1288 00:22:55,270 --> 00:22:55,280 >> And I thought to myself, why 1289 00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:57,669 >> And I thought to myself, why why would God want you to stay with 1290 00:22:57,669 --> 00:22:57,679 why would God want you to stay with 1291 00:22:57,679 --> 00:22:59,750 why would God want you to stay with somebody 1292 00:22:59,750 --> 00:22:59,760 somebody 1293 00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:02,149 somebody who's like that, who treats you like 1294 00:23:02,149 --> 00:23:02,159 who's like that, who treats you like 1295 00:23:02,159 --> 00:23:04,789 who's like that, who treats you like that? That doesn't make any sense, 1296 00:23:04,789 --> 00:23:04,799 that? That doesn't make any sense, 1297 00:23:04,799 --> 00:23:09,750 that? That doesn't make any sense, >> you know. So I went on 1298 00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:09,760 >> you know. So I went on 1299 00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:13,669 >> you know. So I went on we finally technology 1300 00:23:13,669 --> 00:23:13,679 we finally technology 1301 00:23:13,679 --> 00:23:18,549 we finally technology um went on to my laptop and I kept I was 1302 00:23:18,549 --> 00:23:18,559 um went on to my laptop and I kept I was 1303 00:23:18,559 --> 00:23:20,549 um went on to my laptop and I kept I was trying to get some help 1304 00:23:20,549 --> 00:23:20,559 trying to get some help 1305 00:23:20,559 --> 00:23:21,350 trying to get some help >> to get out. 1306 00:23:21,350 --> 00:23:21,360 >> to get out. 1307 00:23:21,360 --> 00:23:22,789 >> to get out. >> Yeah. 1308 00:23:22,789 --> 00:23:22,799 >> Yeah. 1309 00:23:22,799 --> 00:23:24,549 >> Yeah. >> And that's when your show kept popping 1310 00:23:24,549 --> 00:23:24,559 >> And that's when your show kept popping 1311 00:23:24,559 --> 00:23:25,029 >> And that's when your show kept popping up. 1312 00:23:25,029 --> 00:23:25,039 up. 1313 00:23:25,039 --> 00:23:26,310 up. >> Mhm. 1314 00:23:26,310 --> 00:23:26,320 >> Mhm. 1315 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:27,990 >> Mhm. >> It's like it had nothing really to do 1316 00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:28,000 >> It's like it had nothing really to do 1317 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:31,350 >> It's like it had nothing really to do with the being help for abuse. But your 1318 00:23:31,350 --> 00:23:31,360 with the being help for abuse. But your 1319 00:23:31,360 --> 00:23:33,750 with the being help for abuse. But your show every single time it kept popping 1320 00:23:33,750 --> 00:23:33,760 show every single time it kept popping 1321 00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:38,070 show every single time it kept popping up. So So I said, "Huh, let me watch 1322 00:23:38,070 --> 00:23:38,080 up. So So I said, "Huh, let me watch 1323 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:40,070 up. So So I said, "Huh, let me watch this. What what is this Dean show?" You 1324 00:23:40,070 --> 00:23:40,080 this. What what is this Dean show?" You 1325 00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:40,390 this. What what is this Dean show?" You know? 1326 00:23:40,390 --> 00:23:40,400 know? 1327 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:43,909 know? >> Yeah. So I started to watch it and it's 1328 00:23:43,909 --> 00:23:43,919 >> Yeah. So I started to watch it and it's 1329 00:23:43,919 --> 00:23:46,149 >> Yeah. So I started to watch it and it's that's when everything started to make 1330 00:23:46,149 --> 00:23:46,159 that's when everything started to make 1331 00:23:46,159 --> 00:23:48,630 that's when everything started to make more sense spiritually. 1332 00:23:48,630 --> 00:23:48,640 more sense spiritually. 1333 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:49,990 more sense spiritually. >> Mhm. 1334 00:23:49,990 --> 00:23:50,000 >> Mhm. 1335 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:54,310 >> Mhm. >> And um I even looked at the you had 1336 00:23:54,310 --> 00:23:54,320 >> And um I even looked at the you had 1337 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,710 >> And um I even looked at the you had sections like in the library. Yeah. The 1338 00:23:56,710 --> 00:23:56,720 sections like in the library. Yeah. The 1339 00:23:56,720 --> 00:23:59,270 sections like in the library. Yeah. The library section. I started looking 1340 00:23:59,270 --> 00:23:59,280 library section. I started looking 1341 00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:01,990 library section. I started looking >> uh going through that and looking it up. 1342 00:24:01,990 --> 00:24:02,000 >> uh going through that and looking it up. 1343 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,830 >> uh going through that and looking it up. And 1344 00:24:03,830 --> 00:24:03,840 And 1345 00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:05,590 And um 1346 00:24:05,590 --> 00:24:05,600 um 1347 00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:08,870 um so then it made me stronger to be able 1348 00:24:08,870 --> 00:24:08,880 so then it made me stronger to be able 1349 00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:12,630 so then it made me stronger to be able to leave, you know, 1350 00:24:12,630 --> 00:24:12,640 to leave, you know, 1351 00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:15,590 to leave, you know, and I called my mom up and I said, "Mom, 1352 00:24:15,590 --> 00:24:15,600 and I called my mom up and I said, "Mom, 1353 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:18,230 and I called my mom up and I said, "Mom, please can you come get us?" 1354 00:24:18,230 --> 00:24:18,240 please can you come get us?" 1355 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:20,149 please can you come get us?" And she said, "Okay, I'll be there 1356 00:24:20,149 --> 00:24:20,159 And she said, "Okay, I'll be there 1357 00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:20,789 And she said, "Okay, I'll be there tomorrow." 1358 00:24:20,789 --> 00:24:20,799 tomorrow." 1359 00:24:20,799 --> 00:24:21,830 tomorrow." >> Mhm. 1360 00:24:21,830 --> 00:24:21,840 >> Mhm. 1361 00:24:21,840 --> 00:24:24,549 >> Mhm. >> And she was coming from 1362 00:24:24,549 --> 00:24:24,559 >> And she was coming from 1363 00:24:24,559 --> 00:24:28,710 >> And she was coming from uh Northport, Florida to Daytona. So, 1364 00:24:28,710 --> 00:24:28,720 uh Northport, Florida to Daytona. So, 1365 00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:31,990 uh Northport, Florida to Daytona. So, she came the day before she came to get 1366 00:24:31,990 --> 00:24:32,000 she came the day before she came to get 1367 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:33,909 she came the day before she came to get me. 1368 00:24:33,909 --> 00:24:33,919 me. 1369 00:24:33,919 --> 00:24:37,110 me. I seen my ex. He was looking 1370 00:24:37,110 --> 00:24:37,120 I seen my ex. He was looking 1371 00:24:37,120 --> 00:24:39,029 I seen my ex. He was looking I went in the bedroom and I saw him in 1372 00:24:39,029 --> 00:24:39,039 I went in the bedroom and I saw him in 1373 00:24:39,039 --> 00:24:41,750 I went in the bedroom and I saw him in the closet and he he was looking at his 1374 00:24:41,750 --> 00:24:41,760 the closet and he he was looking at his 1375 00:24:41,760 --> 00:24:42,470 the closet and he he was looking at his gun. 1376 00:24:42,470 --> 00:24:42,480 gun. 1377 00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:43,430 gun. >> Mhm. 1378 00:24:43,430 --> 00:24:43,440 >> Mhm. 1379 00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:45,830 >> Mhm. >> And something inside told me, "Act like 1380 00:24:45,830 --> 00:24:45,840 >> And something inside told me, "Act like 1381 00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:47,190 >> And something inside told me, "Act like you don't see it." 1382 00:24:47,190 --> 00:24:47,200 you don't see it." 1383 00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:47,750 you don't see it." >> Mhm. 1384 00:24:47,750 --> 00:24:47,760 >> Mhm. 1385 00:24:47,760 --> 00:24:51,350 >> Mhm. >> You don't see it. So, I act I listened. 1386 00:24:51,350 --> 00:24:51,360 >> You don't see it. So, I act I listened. 1387 00:24:51,360 --> 00:24:52,870 >> You don't see it. So, I act I listened. But sometimes I don't listen and that 1388 00:24:52,870 --> 00:24:52,880 But sometimes I don't listen and that 1389 00:24:52,880 --> 00:24:54,390 But sometimes I don't listen and that gets you in trouble. Mhm. 1390 00:24:54,390 --> 00:24:54,400 gets you in trouble. Mhm. 1391 00:24:54,400 --> 00:24:56,470 gets you in trouble. Mhm. >> You don't listen to that little 1392 00:24:56,470 --> 00:24:56,480 >> You don't listen to that little 1393 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,830 >> You don't listen to that little >> So, uh, the next day before my mom got 1394 00:24:59,830 --> 00:24:59,840 >> So, uh, the next day before my mom got 1395 00:24:59,840 --> 00:25:02,149 >> So, uh, the next day before my mom got there, he told me, "You know, I was 1396 00:25:02,149 --> 00:25:02,159 there, he told me, "You know, I was 1397 00:25:02,159 --> 00:25:04,870 there, he told me, "You know, I was looking at that gun. I was really 1398 00:25:04,870 --> 00:25:04,880 looking at that gun. I was really 1399 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:07,830 looking at that gun. I was really thinking about using that gun." 1400 00:25:07,830 --> 00:25:07,840 thinking about using that gun." 1401 00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:11,510 thinking about using that gun." So, alhamdulillah, my mom came and she 1402 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:11,520 So, alhamdulillah, my mom came and she 1403 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:12,870 So, alhamdulillah, my mom came and she she picked us up. 1404 00:25:12,870 --> 00:25:12,880 she picked us up. 1405 00:25:12,880 --> 00:25:14,630 she picked us up. >> Mhm. 1406 00:25:14,630 --> 00:25:14,640 >> Mhm. 1407 00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:17,029 >> Mhm. >> And I continued 1408 00:25:17,029 --> 00:25:17,039 >> And I continued 1409 00:25:17,039 --> 00:25:20,070 >> And I continued to look uh look at the Dean Show. And I 1410 00:25:20,070 --> 00:25:20,080 to look uh look at the Dean Show. And I 1411 00:25:20,080 --> 00:25:21,990 to look uh look at the Dean Show. And I would do it at night with my headphones 1412 00:25:21,990 --> 00:25:22,000 would do it at night with my headphones 1413 00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:24,230 would do it at night with my headphones on, nobody, you know, 1414 00:25:24,230 --> 00:25:24,240 on, nobody, you know, 1415 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:27,350 on, nobody, you know, >> because I'm afraid of my, you know, 1416 00:25:27,350 --> 00:25:27,360 >> because I'm afraid of my, you know, 1417 00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:29,029 >> because I'm afraid of my, you know, >> um, 1418 00:25:29,029 --> 00:25:29,039 >> um, 1419 00:25:29,039 --> 00:25:32,310 >> um, and then I started I said, you know, 1420 00:25:32,310 --> 00:25:32,320 and then I started I said, you know, 1421 00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:34,710 and then I started I said, you know, this makes a lot of sense. I want to 1422 00:25:34,710 --> 00:25:34,720 this makes a lot of sense. I want to 1423 00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:37,590 this makes a lot of sense. I want to know more. And, and I did write your 1424 00:25:37,590 --> 00:25:37,600 know more. And, and I did write your 1425 00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:40,149 know more. And, and I did write your show, but I never I never got a 1426 00:25:40,149 --> 00:25:40,159 show, but I never I never got a 1427 00:25:40,159 --> 00:25:41,269 show, but I never I never got a response. 1428 00:25:41,269 --> 00:25:41,279 response. 1429 00:25:41,279 --> 00:25:43,830 response. >> So, something told me, write, you know, 1430 00:25:43,830 --> 00:25:43,840 >> So, something told me, write, you know, 1431 00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:46,310 >> So, something told me, write, you know, write the uh, guests that are on the 1432 00:25:46,310 --> 00:25:46,320 write the uh, guests that are on the 1433 00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:51,190 write the uh, guests that are on the show. So that's a good idea. So I 1434 00:25:51,190 --> 00:25:51,200 show. So that's a good idea. So I 1435 00:25:51,200 --> 00:25:54,230 show. So that's a good idea. So I started writing but nobody ever uh 1436 00:25:54,230 --> 00:25:54,240 started writing but nobody ever uh 1437 00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:59,190 started writing but nobody ever uh replied except when I wrote uh Dr. Wid I 1438 00:25:59,190 --> 00:25:59,200 replied except when I wrote uh Dr. Wid I 1439 00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:01,110 replied except when I wrote uh Dr. Wid I think that's his name. I can't remember. 1440 00:26:01,110 --> 00:26:01,120 think that's his name. I can't remember. 1441 00:26:01,120 --> 00:26:02,149 think that's his name. I can't remember. Wii 1442 00:26:02,149 --> 00:26:02,159 Wii 1443 00:26:02,159 --> 00:26:05,990 Wii >> and a couple of months later I imam 1444 00:26:05,990 --> 00:26:06,000 >> and a couple of months later I imam 1445 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:07,830 >> and a couple of months later I imam Ibrahim 1446 00:26:07,830 --> 00:26:07,840 Ibrahim 1447 00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:08,630 Ibrahim uh wrote me. 1448 00:26:08,630 --> 00:26:08,640 uh wrote me. 1449 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:11,110 uh wrote me. >> You mean you mean you said W Bassoon? 1450 00:26:11,110 --> 00:26:11,120 >> You mean you mean you said W Bassoon? 1451 00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:11,510 >> You mean you mean you said W Bassoon? >> Yeah. 1452 00:26:11,510 --> 00:26:11,520 >> Yeah. 1453 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:14,710 >> Yeah. >> So W Shik Wal Bosni you wrote to him and 1454 00:26:14,710 --> 00:26:14,720 >> So W Shik Wal Bosni you wrote to him and 1455 00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:16,549 >> So W Shik Wal Bosni you wrote to him and he got back to you. No, it was a 1456 00:26:16,549 --> 00:26:16,559 he got back to you. No, it was a 1457 00:26:16,559 --> 00:26:19,350 he got back to you. No, it was a different uh imam to my surprise. But he 1458 00:26:19,350 --> 00:26:19,360 different uh imam to my surprise. But he 1459 00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:20,390 different uh imam to my surprise. But he was from the same uh 1460 00:26:20,390 --> 00:26:20,400 was from the same uh 1461 00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:21,269 was from the same uh >> Ibraim. 1462 00:26:21,269 --> 00:26:21,279 >> Ibraim. 1463 00:26:21,279 --> 00:26:22,390 >> Ibraim. >> Yeah, Ibrahim. 1464 00:26:22,390 --> 00:26:22,400 >> Yeah, Ibrahim. 1465 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,390 >> Yeah, Ibrahim. >> Ibrahim. Yeah, there he has an assistant 1466 00:26:24,390 --> 00:26:24,400 >> Ibrahim. Yeah, there he has an assistant 1467 00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:25,590 >> Ibrahim. Yeah, there he has an assistant imam. 1468 00:26:25,590 --> 00:26:25,600 imam. 1469 00:26:25,600 --> 00:26:26,789 imam. >> I don't know if he's still there, but 1470 00:26:26,789 --> 00:26:26,799 >> I don't know if he's still there, but 1471 00:26:26,799 --> 00:26:29,830 >> I don't know if he's still there, but yeah, he I think it was Ibrahim. Yeah. 1472 00:26:29,830 --> 00:26:29,840 yeah, he I think it was Ibrahim. Yeah. 1473 00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:33,110 yeah, he I think it was Ibrahim. Yeah. >> So, um he started to write me and I 1474 00:26:33,110 --> 00:26:33,120 >> So, um he started to write me and I 1475 00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:35,510 >> So, um he started to write me and I wrote him and then he uh introduced me 1476 00:26:35,510 --> 00:26:35,520 wrote him and then he uh introduced me 1477 00:26:35,520 --> 00:26:37,510 wrote him and then he uh introduced me to his wife, Sister Katherine. 1478 00:26:37,510 --> 00:26:37,520 to his wife, Sister Katherine. 1479 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,710 to his wife, Sister Katherine. >> Mhm. and uh she started to talk to me 1480 00:26:40,710 --> 00:26:40,720 >> Mhm. and uh she started to talk to me 1481 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:43,990 >> Mhm. and uh she started to talk to me and everything and and then I had an had 1482 00:26:43,990 --> 00:26:44,000 and everything and and then I had an had 1483 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,710 and everything and and then I had an had a dream, another dream, right, 1484 00:26:46,710 --> 00:26:46,720 a dream, another dream, right, 1485 00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:49,350 a dream, another dream, right, >> that made me say, "Okay, I'm going to go 1486 00:26:49,350 --> 00:26:49,360 >> that made me say, "Okay, I'm going to go 1487 00:26:49,360 --> 00:26:50,789 >> that made me say, "Okay, I'm going to go to my local masid." 1488 00:26:50,789 --> 00:26:50,799 to my local masid." 1489 00:26:50,799 --> 00:26:52,470 to my local masid." >> Mhm. 1490 00:26:52,470 --> 00:26:52,480 >> Mhm. 1491 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:56,630 >> Mhm. >> Uh so I went to I looked it up and I 1492 00:26:56,630 --> 00:26:56,640 >> Uh so I went to I looked it up and I 1493 00:26:56,640 --> 00:26:58,070 >> Uh so I went to I looked it up and I asked them, you know, how should I 1494 00:26:58,070 --> 00:26:58,080 asked them, you know, how should I 1495 00:26:58,080 --> 00:27:00,070 asked them, you know, how should I dress? How should I, you know, because, 1496 00:27:00,070 --> 00:27:00,080 dress? How should I, you know, because, 1497 00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:02,310 dress? How should I, you know, because, you know, this is my first time ever 1498 00:27:02,310 --> 00:27:02,320 you know, this is my first time ever 1499 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,870 you know, this is my first time ever going to a masid. 1500 00:27:04,870 --> 00:27:04,880 going to a masid. 1501 00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:08,230 going to a masid. So they helped me out with that. And um 1502 00:27:08,230 --> 00:27:08,240 So they helped me out with that. And um 1503 00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:11,909 So they helped me out with that. And um I went and the imam was really nice. 1504 00:27:11,909 --> 00:27:11,919 I went and the imam was really nice. 1505 00:27:11,919 --> 00:27:13,830 I went and the imam was really nice. Uh it was on a Friday. It was on my 1506 00:27:13,830 --> 00:27:13,840 Uh it was on a Friday. It was on my 1507 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:15,590 Uh it was on a Friday. It was on my birthday. 1508 00:27:15,590 --> 00:27:15,600 birthday. 1509 00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:17,510 birthday. And 1510 00:27:17,510 --> 00:27:17,520 And 1511 00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:20,470 And um he gave me some pamphlets and had me 1512 00:27:20,470 --> 00:27:20,480 um he gave me some pamphlets and had me 1513 00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:22,630 um he gave me some pamphlets and had me sit with the in the sister section and 1514 00:27:22,630 --> 00:27:22,640 sit with the in the sister section and 1515 00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:24,070 sit with the in the sister section and said the sisters would be coming and 1516 00:27:24,070 --> 00:27:24,080 said the sisters would be coming and 1517 00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:27,909 said the sisters would be coming and they would help me. So they came, but it 1518 00:27:27,909 --> 00:27:27,919 they would help me. So they came, but it 1519 00:27:27,919 --> 00:27:30,390 they would help me. So they came, but it didn't feel very welcoming. They were 1520 00:27:30,390 --> 00:27:30,400 didn't feel very welcoming. They were 1521 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:34,070 didn't feel very welcoming. They were like I can see them staring at me and 1522 00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:34,080 like I can see them staring at me and 1523 00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:35,830 like I can see them staring at me and you know and so I felt a little 1524 00:27:35,830 --> 00:27:35,840 you know and so I felt a little 1525 00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:39,029 you know and so I felt a little uncomfortable. 1526 00:27:39,029 --> 00:27:39,039 1527 00:27:39,039 --> 00:27:41,430 >> So when it was all over I just took my 1528 00:27:41,430 --> 00:27:41,440 >> So when it was all over I just took my 1529 00:27:41,440 --> 00:27:46,149 >> So when it was all over I just took my hijab off and I I uh walked to the car 1530 00:27:46,149 --> 00:27:46,159 hijab off and I I uh walked to the car 1531 00:27:46,159 --> 00:27:47,750 hijab off and I I uh walked to the car and then there was this brother there 1532 00:27:47,750 --> 00:27:47,760 and then there was this brother there 1533 00:27:47,760 --> 00:27:49,990 and then there was this brother there and he's like hello sister. And I was 1534 00:27:49,990 --> 00:27:50,000 and he's like hello sister. And I was 1535 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:51,590 and he's like hello sister. And I was like I just want to leave you know. 1536 00:27:51,590 --> 00:27:51,600 like I just want to leave you know. 1537 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:54,470 like I just want to leave you know. Yeah. I just want to leave. So, I went 1538 00:27:54,470 --> 00:27:54,480 Yeah. I just want to leave. So, I went 1539 00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:58,070 Yeah. I just want to leave. So, I went home and I told uh Imam Ibrahim and 1540 00:27:58,070 --> 00:27:58,080 home and I told uh Imam Ibrahim and 1541 00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:02,149 home and I told uh Imam Ibrahim and Sister Catherine what happened and they 1542 00:28:02,149 --> 00:28:02,159 Sister Catherine what happened and they 1543 00:28:02,159 --> 00:28:04,310 Sister Catherine what happened and they were they apologized, you know, they 1544 00:28:04,310 --> 00:28:04,320 were they apologized, you know, they 1545 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:06,549 were they apologized, you know, they said they're not, you know, you're 1546 00:28:06,549 --> 00:28:06,559 said they're not, you know, you're 1547 00:28:06,559 --> 00:28:08,149 said they're not, you know, you're supposed to be welcoming and 1548 00:28:08,149 --> 00:28:08,159 supposed to be welcoming and 1549 00:28:08,159 --> 00:28:08,470 supposed to be welcoming and >> Yeah. 1550 00:28:08,470 --> 00:28:08,480 >> Yeah. 1551 00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:09,110 >> Yeah. >> and things. 1552 00:28:09,110 --> 00:28:09,120 >> and things. 1553 00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:10,470 >> and things. >> Absolutely. Y 1554 00:28:10,470 --> 00:28:10,480 >> Absolutely. Y 1555 00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:15,269 >> Absolutely. Y >> and um so I uh that's when Sister 1556 00:28:15,269 --> 00:28:15,279 >> and um so I uh that's when Sister 1557 00:28:15,279 --> 00:28:17,590 >> and um so I uh that's when Sister Katherine told me that he knew you and 1558 00:28:17,590 --> 00:28:17,600 Katherine told me that he knew you and 1559 00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:19,190 Katherine told me that he knew you and you wanted to talk to me. 1560 00:28:19,190 --> 00:28:19,200 you wanted to talk to me. 1561 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:20,549 you wanted to talk to me. >> Mhm. 1562 00:28:20,549 --> 00:28:20,559 >> Mhm. 1563 00:28:20,559 --> 00:28:23,909 >> Mhm. So I we had to set up a time because I 1564 00:28:23,909 --> 00:28:23,919 So I we had to set up a time because I 1565 00:28:23,919 --> 00:28:25,830 So I we had to set up a time because I couldn't talk in front of my mom. 1566 00:28:25,830 --> 00:28:25,840 couldn't talk in front of my mom. 1567 00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:26,710 couldn't talk in front of my mom. >> Yeah. 1568 00:28:26,710 --> 00:28:26,720 >> Yeah. 1569 00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:29,190 >> Yeah. >> And uh so 1570 00:28:29,190 --> 00:28:29,200 >> And uh so 1571 00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:31,590 >> And uh so I talked to you and brother uh Dr. 1572 00:28:31,590 --> 00:28:31,600 I talked to you and brother uh Dr. 1573 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:32,470 I talked to you and brother uh Dr. Sabil. 1574 00:28:32,470 --> 00:28:32,480 Sabil. 1575 00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:34,470 Sabil. >> Dr. Sabil. Yes. 1576 00:28:34,470 --> 00:28:34,480 >> Dr. Sabil. Yes. 1577 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:36,789 >> Dr. Sabil. Yes. >> We were on the phone and we talked for I 1578 00:28:36,789 --> 00:28:36,799 >> We were on the phone and we talked for I 1579 00:28:36,799 --> 00:28:38,470 >> We were on the phone and we talked for I think about two hours. 1580 00:28:38,470 --> 00:28:38,480 think about two hours. 1581 00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:39,430 think about two hours. >> Yeah. So 1582 00:28:39,430 --> 00:28:39,440 >> Yeah. So 1583 00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:40,630 >> Yeah. So >> it was about two hours. 1584 00:28:40,630 --> 00:28:40,640 >> it was about two hours. 1585 00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:42,310 >> it was about two hours. >> Me uh Dr. Sabil and you. 1586 00:28:42,310 --> 00:28:42,320 >> Me uh Dr. Sabil and you. 1587 00:28:42,320 --> 00:28:42,950 >> Me uh Dr. Sabil and you. >> Uhhuh. 1588 00:28:42,950 --> 00:28:42,960 >> Uhhuh. 1589 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:43,590 >> Uhhuh. >> Okay. 1590 00:28:43,590 --> 00:28:43,600 >> Okay. 1591 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:45,430 >> Okay. >> And then uh that's when 1592 00:28:45,430 --> 00:28:45,440 >> And then uh that's when 1593 00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:47,029 >> And then uh that's when >> you had a lot of questions, huh? 1594 00:28:47,029 --> 00:28:47,039 >> you had a lot of questions, huh? 1595 00:28:47,039 --> 00:28:50,950 >> you had a lot of questions, huh? >> Yeah, I had a lot of questions then. So, 1596 00:28:50,950 --> 00:28:50,960 >> Yeah, I had a lot of questions then. So, 1597 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:54,630 >> Yeah, I had a lot of questions then. So, so then um I decided you said you I 1598 00:28:54,630 --> 00:28:54,640 so then um I decided you said you I 1599 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:57,029 so then um I decided you said you I should take my shahada, you know. So, 1600 00:28:57,029 --> 00:28:57,039 should take my shahada, you know. So, 1601 00:28:57,039 --> 00:28:59,350 should take my shahada, you know. So, >> I took my sha right when we were going 1602 00:28:59,350 --> 00:28:59,360 >> I took my sha right when we were going 1603 00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:01,430 >> I took my sha right when we were going to you were going to do the shahada, 1604 00:29:01,430 --> 00:29:01,440 to you were going to do the shahada, 1605 00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:02,470 to you were going to do the shahada, your phone died. 1606 00:29:02,470 --> 00:29:02,480 your phone died. 1607 00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:03,269 your phone died. >> Mhm. 1608 00:29:03,269 --> 00:29:03,279 >> Mhm. 1609 00:29:03,279 --> 00:29:05,430 >> Mhm. >> And Dr. Sabil's like, "Don't hang up. 1610 00:29:05,430 --> 00:29:05,440 >> And Dr. Sabil's like, "Don't hang up. 1611 00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,750 >> And Dr. Sabil's like, "Don't hang up. Don't hang up. He'll be back on." I 1612 00:29:07,750 --> 00:29:07,760 Don't hang up. He'll be back on." I 1613 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:09,510 Don't hang up. He'll be back on." I said, "Okay." 1614 00:29:09,510 --> 00:29:09,520 said, "Okay." 1615 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,909 said, "Okay." So, we waited and he came back on and 1616 00:29:11,909 --> 00:29:11,919 So, we waited and he came back on and 1617 00:29:11,919 --> 00:29:13,510 So, we waited and he came back on and then I said, "My shahada." 1618 00:29:13,510 --> 00:29:13,520 then I said, "My shahada." 1619 00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:14,389 then I said, "My shahada." Alhamdulillah. 1620 00:29:14,389 --> 00:29:14,399 Alhamdulillah. 1621 00:29:14,399 --> 00:29:15,990 Alhamdulillah. >> Alhamdulillah. 1622 00:29:15,990 --> 00:29:16,000 >> Alhamdulillah. 1623 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:19,190 >> Alhamdulillah. And that brings us to uh our meeting 1624 00:29:19,190 --> 00:29:19,200 And that brings us to uh our meeting 1625 00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:22,230 And that brings us to uh our meeting here today, sharing this amazing story 1626 00:29:22,230 --> 00:29:22,240 here today, sharing this amazing story 1627 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:24,789 here today, sharing this amazing story with um the viewers so more people can 1628 00:29:24,789 --> 00:29:24,799 with um the viewers so more people can 1629 00:29:24,799 --> 00:29:26,710 with um the viewers so more people can benefit from your story. And how did 1630 00:29:26,710 --> 00:29:26,720 benefit from your story. And how did 1631 00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:28,149 benefit from your story. And how did your mom take that? 1632 00:29:28,149 --> 00:29:28,159 your mom take that? 1633 00:29:28,159 --> 00:29:29,669 your mom take that? >> When did you tell her? How long after 1634 00:29:29,669 --> 00:29:29,679 >> When did you tell her? How long after 1635 00:29:29,679 --> 00:29:31,430 >> When did you tell her? How long after did your father and mother find out? 1636 00:29:31,430 --> 00:29:31,440 did your father and mother find out? 1637 00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:33,269 did your father and mother find out? >> Well, the first person I told was my 1638 00:29:33,269 --> 00:29:33,279 >> Well, the first person I told was my 1639 00:29:33,279 --> 00:29:33,830 >> Well, the first person I told was my brother. 1640 00:29:33,830 --> 00:29:33,840 brother. 1641 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:34,230 brother. >> Mhm. 1642 00:29:34,230 --> 00:29:34,240 >> Mhm. 1643 00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:35,029 >> Mhm. >> And he told me 1644 00:29:35,029 --> 00:29:35,039 >> And he told me 1645 00:29:35,039 --> 00:29:35,909 >> And he told me >> older, younger. 1646 00:29:35,909 --> 00:29:35,919 >> older, younger. 1647 00:29:35,919 --> 00:29:36,310 >> older, younger. >> Younger. 1648 00:29:36,310 --> 00:29:36,320 >> Younger. 1649 00:29:36,320 --> 00:29:37,110 >> Younger. >> Younger brother. 1650 00:29:37,110 --> 00:29:37,120 >> Younger brother. 1651 00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:39,510 >> Younger brother. >> And he told me, "Good luck with dad." 1652 00:29:39,510 --> 00:29:39,520 >> And he told me, "Good luck with dad." 1653 00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:40,789 >> And he told me, "Good luck with dad." >> Good luck with dad. 1654 00:29:40,789 --> 00:29:40,799 >> Good luck with dad. 1655 00:29:40,799 --> 00:29:43,510 >> Good luck with dad. >> Yeah. He didn't care. He was like, 1656 00:29:43,510 --> 00:29:43,520 >> Yeah. He didn't care. He was like, 1657 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:46,070 >> Yeah. He didn't care. He was like, "Okay, so you're Muslim. Okay. But good 1658 00:29:46,070 --> 00:29:46,080 "Okay, so you're Muslim. Okay. But good 1659 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:47,590 "Okay, so you're Muslim. Okay. But good luck with dad. 1660 00:29:47,590 --> 00:29:47,600 luck with dad. 1661 00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:51,190 luck with dad. >> And later he did pass away in a cave. He 1662 00:29:51,190 --> 00:29:51,200 >> And later he did pass away in a cave. He 1663 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,110 >> And later he did pass away in a cave. He was scuba diving in a cave. 1664 00:29:53,110 --> 00:29:53,120 was scuba diving in a cave. 1665 00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:53,510 was scuba diving in a cave. >> Yeah. 1666 00:29:53,510 --> 00:29:53,520 >> Yeah. 1667 00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,909 >> Yeah. >> And he passed away at 35 years old with 1668 00:29:55,909 --> 00:29:55,919 >> And he passed away at 35 years old with 1669 00:29:55,919 --> 00:29:56,870 >> And he passed away at 35 years old with my nephew. 1670 00:29:56,870 --> 00:29:56,880 my nephew. 1671 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:57,669 my nephew. >> Mhm. 1672 00:29:57,669 --> 00:29:57,679 >> Mhm. 1673 00:29:57,679 --> 00:29:58,710 >> Mhm. >> But um 1674 00:29:58,710 --> 00:29:58,720 >> But um 1675 00:29:58,720 --> 00:29:59,510 >> But um >> your father. 1676 00:29:59,510 --> 00:29:59,520 >> your father. 1677 00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:00,070 >> your father. >> My brother. 1678 00:30:00,070 --> 00:30:00,080 >> My brother. 1679 00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:01,190 >> My brother. >> Your brother? Your brother. Okay. 1680 00:30:01,190 --> 00:30:01,200 >> Your brother? Your brother. Okay. 1681 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:04,549 >> Your brother? Your brother. Okay. >> My brother and my nephew. Yeah. But um 1682 00:30:04,549 --> 00:30:04,559 >> My brother and my nephew. Yeah. But um 1683 00:30:04,559 --> 00:30:06,470 >> My brother and my nephew. Yeah. But um when 1684 00:30:06,470 --> 00:30:06,480 when 1685 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:09,269 when I wanted some more books and stuff, so 1686 00:30:09,269 --> 00:30:09,279 I wanted some more books and stuff, so 1687 00:30:09,279 --> 00:30:12,549 I wanted some more books and stuff, so we made a PO box and I got stuff sent to 1688 00:30:12,549 --> 00:30:12,559 we made a PO box and I got stuff sent to 1689 00:30:12,559 --> 00:30:15,110 we made a PO box and I got stuff sent to my PO box so my mom wouldn't find out. 1690 00:30:15,110 --> 00:30:15,120 my PO box so my mom wouldn't find out. 1691 00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:18,710 my PO box so my mom wouldn't find out. >> And I had pamphlets and I kept them in 1692 00:30:18,710 --> 00:30:18,720 >> And I had pamphlets and I kept them in 1693 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:22,070 >> And I had pamphlets and I kept them in my dresser. But one day I came home 1694 00:30:22,070 --> 00:30:22,080 my dresser. But one day I came home 1695 00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:25,269 my dresser. But one day I came home and my mom came to me 1696 00:30:25,269 --> 00:30:25,279 and my mom came to me 1697 00:30:25,279 --> 00:30:27,510 and my mom came to me and she said, 1698 00:30:27,510 --> 00:30:27,520 and she said, 1699 00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:31,430 and she said, "I was doing some cleaning." 1700 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:31,440 "I was doing some cleaning." 1701 00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:34,789 "I was doing some cleaning." >> Wow. And behind the couch, I see this. 1702 00:30:34,789 --> 00:30:34,799 >> Wow. And behind the couch, I see this. 1703 00:30:34,799 --> 00:30:36,310 >> Wow. And behind the couch, I see this. And she pulls out. 1704 00:30:36,310 --> 00:30:36,320 And she pulls out. 1705 00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:38,870 And she pulls out. >> We see what's coming out. Yeah. 1706 00:30:38,870 --> 00:30:38,880 >> We see what's coming out. Yeah. 1707 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:40,549 >> We see what's coming out. Yeah. >> She's like, "Are you one of those 1708 00:30:40,549 --> 00:30:40,559 >> She's like, "Are you one of those 1709 00:30:40,559 --> 00:30:44,149 >> She's like, "Are you one of those Islams?" I was like, "What?" You know, 1710 00:30:44,149 --> 00:30:44,159 Islams?" I was like, "What?" You know, 1711 00:30:44,159 --> 00:30:45,590 Islams?" I was like, "What?" You know, I've heard a lot of things, but that was 1712 00:30:45,590 --> 00:30:45,600 I've heard a lot of things, but that was 1713 00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:47,029 I've heard a lot of things, but that was >> Are you one of those Islams? 1714 00:30:47,029 --> 00:30:47,039 >> Are you one of those Islams? 1715 00:30:47,039 --> 00:30:47,909 >> Are you one of those Islams? >> Yeah. 1716 00:30:47,909 --> 00:30:47,919 >> Yeah. 1717 00:30:47,919 --> 00:30:49,909 >> Yeah. >> I was I didn't say anything, you know. I 1718 00:30:49,909 --> 00:30:49,919 >> I was I didn't say anything, you know. I 1719 00:30:49,919 --> 00:30:50,070 >> I was I didn't say anything, you know. I just 1720 00:30:50,070 --> 00:30:50,080 just 1721 00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:51,269 just >> She meant to say, "Are you one of those 1722 00:30:51,269 --> 00:30:51,279 >> She meant to say, "Are you one of those 1723 00:30:51,279 --> 00:30:51,909 >> She meant to say, "Are you one of those Muslims?" 1724 00:30:51,909 --> 00:30:51,919 Muslims?" 1725 00:30:51,919 --> 00:30:53,430 Muslims?" >> Right. But she said, "Are you one of 1726 00:30:53,430 --> 00:30:53,440 >> Right. But she said, "Are you one of 1727 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:54,870 >> Right. But she said, "Are you one of those Islams? If you're one of those 1728 00:30:54,870 --> 00:30:54,880 those Islams? If you're one of those 1729 00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:56,389 those Islams? If you're one of those Islams, I'm going to take your kids 1730 00:30:56,389 --> 00:30:56,399 Islams, I'm going to take your kids 1731 00:30:56,399 --> 00:30:57,269 Islams, I'm going to take your kids away." 1732 00:30:57,269 --> 00:30:57,279 away." 1733 00:30:57,279 --> 00:30:58,070 away." >> Wow. 1734 00:30:58,070 --> 00:30:58,080 >> Wow. 1735 00:30:58,080 --> 00:30:59,830 >> Wow. >> Yeah. 1736 00:30:59,830 --> 00:30:59,840 >> Yeah. 1737 00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:03,190 >> Yeah. So I knew at that point I had to be on 1738 00:31:03,190 --> 00:31:03,200 So I knew at that point I had to be on 1739 00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:06,549 So I knew at that point I had to be on my own in order to practice Islam, learn 1740 00:31:06,549 --> 00:31:06,559 my own in order to practice Islam, learn 1741 00:31:06,559 --> 00:31:08,789 my own in order to practice Islam, learn more about Islam and 1742 00:31:08,789 --> 00:31:08,799 more about Islam and 1743 00:31:08,799 --> 00:31:12,710 more about Islam and >> and so I moved and my journey really 1744 00:31:12,710 --> 00:31:12,720 >> and so I moved and my journey really 1745 00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:14,070 >> and so I moved and my journey really started, you know. 1746 00:31:14,070 --> 00:31:14,080 started, you know. 1747 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:14,549 started, you know. >> Yeah. 1748 00:31:14,549 --> 00:31:14,559 >> Yeah. 1749 00:31:14,559 --> 00:31:17,029 >> Yeah. >> After I 1750 00:31:17,029 --> 00:31:17,039 >> After I 1751 00:31:17,039 --> 00:31:18,789 >> After I >> Has anything changed since with your 1752 00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:18,799 >> Has anything changed since with your 1753 00:31:18,799 --> 00:31:21,190 >> Has anything changed since with your father and mother? 1754 00:31:21,190 --> 00:31:21,200 father and mother? 1755 00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:24,070 father and mother? >> My mother passed away last year. 1756 00:31:24,070 --> 00:31:24,080 >> My mother passed away last year. 1757 00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:27,029 >> My mother passed away last year. >> Um I took care of her helped take care 1758 00:31:27,029 --> 00:31:27,039 >> Um I took care of her helped take care 1759 00:31:27,039 --> 00:31:29,830 >> Um I took care of her helped take care of her the last four years. is even she 1760 00:31:29,830 --> 00:31:29,840 of her the last four years. is even she 1761 00:31:29,840 --> 00:31:31,590 of her the last four years. is even she never 1762 00:31:31,590 --> 00:31:31,600 never 1763 00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,990 never she never approved of me being a Muslim. 1764 00:31:33,990 --> 00:31:34,000 she never approved of me being a Muslim. 1765 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:36,389 she never approved of me being a Muslim. But I know Allah subhana wa ta'ala wants 1766 00:31:36,389 --> 00:31:36,399 But I know Allah subhana wa ta'ala wants 1767 00:31:36,399 --> 00:31:38,470 But I know Allah subhana wa ta'ala wants you to take care of your parents. So 1768 00:31:38,470 --> 00:31:38,480 you to take care of your parents. So 1769 00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:42,870 you to take care of your parents. So regardless of how she felt towards me, I 1770 00:31:42,870 --> 00:31:42,880 regardless of how she felt towards me, I 1771 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:44,630 regardless of how she felt towards me, I still took care of my mother in her last 1772 00:31:44,630 --> 00:31:44,640 still took care of my mother in her last 1773 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:45,350 still took care of my mother in her last days. 1774 00:31:45,350 --> 00:31:45,360 days. 1775 00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:47,509 days. >> That's really a takeaway from here for 1776 00:31:47,509 --> 00:31:47,519 >> That's really a takeaway from here for 1777 00:31:47,519 --> 00:31:49,590 >> That's really a takeaway from here for those who are non-Muslims are watching 1778 00:31:49,590 --> 00:31:49,600 those who are non-Muslims are watching 1779 00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:52,230 those who are non-Muslims are watching this. You can see a mother who rejected 1780 00:31:52,230 --> 00:31:52,240 this. You can see a mother who rejected 1781 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:55,190 this. You can see a mother who rejected you because of her misunderstanding. She 1782 00:31:55,190 --> 00:31:55,200 you because of her misunderstanding. She 1783 00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:58,070 you because of her misunderstanding. She I'm sure if she really knew about Islam, 1784 00:31:58,070 --> 00:31:58,080 I'm sure if she really knew about Islam, 1785 00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:00,230 I'm sure if she really knew about Islam, not from the propaganda media because 1786 00:32:00,230 --> 00:32:00,240 not from the propaganda media because 1787 00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:02,389 not from the propaganda media because she was pumped up probably with all of 1788 00:32:02,389 --> 00:32:02,399 she was pumped up probably with all of 1789 00:32:02,399 --> 00:32:05,750 she was pumped up probably with all of this these negative stereotypes, but you 1790 00:32:05,750 --> 00:32:05,760 this these negative stereotypes, but you 1791 00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,310 this these negative stereotypes, but you still she rejected you, but you didn't 1792 00:32:08,310 --> 00:32:08,320 still she rejected you, but you didn't 1793 00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:09,990 still she rejected you, but you didn't reject her. You came to actually take 1794 00:32:09,990 --> 00:32:10,000 reject her. You came to actually take 1795 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,710 reject her. You came to actually take care of her for years before she passed 1796 00:32:12,710 --> 00:32:12,720 care of her for years before she passed 1797 00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:13,350 care of her for years before she passed away. 1798 00:32:13,350 --> 00:32:13,360 away. 1799 00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:13,909 away. >> Right. 1800 00:32:13,909 --> 00:32:13,919 >> Right. 1801 00:32:13,919 --> 00:32:15,909 >> Right. >> That's And that's only because of uh 1802 00:32:15,909 --> 00:32:15,919 >> That's And that's only because of uh 1803 00:32:15,919 --> 00:32:17,590 >> That's And that's only because of uh that's the teachings of Islam. Yeah. To 1804 00:32:17,590 --> 00:32:17,600 that's the teachings of Islam. Yeah. To 1805 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:19,190 that's the teachings of Islam. Yeah. To still honor your parents. 1806 00:32:19,190 --> 00:32:19,200 still honor your parents. 1807 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:19,590 still honor your parents. >> Yes. 1808 00:32:19,590 --> 00:32:19,600 >> Yes. 1809 00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:23,190 >> Yes. >> That's amazing. And then your father? 1810 00:32:23,190 --> 00:32:23,200 >> That's amazing. And then your father? 1811 00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:25,590 >> That's amazing. And then your father? My father's still alive, but he doesn't 1812 00:32:25,590 --> 00:32:25,600 My father's still alive, but he doesn't 1813 00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,070 My father's still alive, but he doesn't he doesn't accept it. 1814 00:32:28,070 --> 00:32:28,080 he doesn't accept it. 1815 00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:28,630 he doesn't accept it. >> He's 1816 00:32:28,630 --> 00:32:28,640 >> He's 1817 00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:30,950 >> He's >> Has anyone other than you tried talking 1818 00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:30,960 >> Has anyone other than you tried talking 1819 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,230 >> Has anyone other than you tried talking with him? 1820 00:32:32,230 --> 00:32:32,240 with him? 1821 00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:34,630 with him? >> They My parents never want to hear it. 1822 00:32:34,630 --> 00:32:34,640 >> They My parents never want to hear it. 1823 00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:36,310 >> They My parents never want to hear it. And you know, and I've done things like 1824 00:32:36,310 --> 00:32:36,320 And you know, and I've done things like 1825 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:38,389 And you know, and I've done things like when my was taking care of my mom, I 1826 00:32:38,389 --> 00:32:38,399 when my was taking care of my mom, I 1827 00:32:38,399 --> 00:32:40,149 when my was taking care of my mom, I tried to like leave the Quran on the 1828 00:32:40,149 --> 00:32:40,159 tried to like leave the Quran on the 1829 00:32:40,159 --> 00:32:42,870 tried to like leave the Quran on the table. So maybe maybe she'd take a peek. 1830 00:32:42,870 --> 00:32:42,880 table. So maybe maybe she'd take a peek. 1831 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:44,710 table. So maybe maybe she'd take a peek. >> Did you ever share one of the shows, the 1832 00:32:44,710 --> 00:32:44,720 >> Did you ever share one of the shows, the 1833 00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:46,310 >> Did you ever share one of the shows, the Dean show with them? Maybe he see cuz 1834 00:32:46,310 --> 00:32:46,320 Dean show with them? Maybe he see cuz 1835 00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:48,630 Dean show with them? Maybe he see cuz they're thinking, "Okay, these uh guys 1836 00:32:48,630 --> 00:32:48,640 they're thinking, "Okay, these uh guys 1837 00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:51,029 they're thinking, "Okay, these uh guys are Arabs, you know, they're thinking, 1838 00:32:51,029 --> 00:32:51,039 are Arabs, you know, they're thinking, 1839 00:32:51,039 --> 00:32:52,389 are Arabs, you know, they're thinking, you know, all these different, but they 1840 00:32:52,389 --> 00:32:52,399 you know, all these different, but they 1841 00:32:52,399 --> 00:32:55,750 you know, all these different, but they see maybe another Italian Muslim, 1842 00:32:55,750 --> 00:32:55,760 see maybe another Italian Muslim, 1843 00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:58,710 see maybe another Italian Muslim, American, Bosnian, someone kind of looks 1844 00:32:58,710 --> 00:32:58,720 American, Bosnian, someone kind of looks 1845 00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:00,549 American, Bosnian, someone kind of looks like them and they'll be like, "Okay, 1846 00:33:00,549 --> 00:33:00,559 like them and they'll be like, "Okay, 1847 00:33:00,559 --> 00:33:03,269 like them and they'll be like, "Okay, maybe more." The guard will come down. 1848 00:33:03,269 --> 00:33:03,279 maybe more." The guard will come down. 1849 00:33:03,279 --> 00:33:05,669 maybe more." The guard will come down. >> No, they're pretty headstrong. 1850 00:33:05,669 --> 00:33:05,679 >> No, they're pretty headstrong. 1851 00:33:05,679 --> 00:33:07,750 >> No, they're pretty headstrong. >> Yeah. If let's say I've called your 1852 00:33:07,750 --> 00:33:07,760 >> Yeah. If let's say I've called your 1853 00:33:07,760 --> 00:33:09,430 >> Yeah. If let's say I've called your father, say, "How what's his what's his 1854 00:33:09,430 --> 00:33:09,440 father, say, "How what's his what's his 1855 00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:09,750 father, say, "How what's his what's his name?" 1856 00:33:09,750 --> 00:33:09,760 name?" 1857 00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:10,310 name?" >> Chester. 1858 00:33:10,310 --> 00:33:10,320 >> Chester. 1859 00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:11,590 >> Chester. >> Chester, how you doing, Chester? Would 1860 00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:11,600 >> Chester, how you doing, Chester? Would 1861 00:33:11,600 --> 00:33:12,870 >> Chester, how you doing, Chester? Would you mind if I gave you a call, Mr. 1862 00:33:12,870 --> 00:33:12,880 you mind if I gave you a call, Mr. 1863 00:33:12,880 --> 00:33:13,990 you mind if I gave you a call, Mr. Chester? We'll give him this. We'll 1864 00:33:13,990 --> 00:33:14,000 Chester? We'll give him this. We'll 1865 00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,310 Chester? We'll give him this. We'll short with a clip. Mr. Chester, dear, 1866 00:33:16,310 --> 00:33:16,320 short with a clip. Mr. Chester, dear, 1867 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:17,990 short with a clip. Mr. Chester, dear, uh, father of Mary, I'd like to talk 1868 00:33:17,990 --> 00:33:18,000 uh, father of Mary, I'd like to talk 1869 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,870 uh, father of Mary, I'd like to talk with you. Would you uh uh accept my 1870 00:33:20,870 --> 00:33:20,880 with you. Would you uh uh accept my 1871 00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:22,950 with you. Would you uh uh accept my invitation for for a phone call? Let's 1872 00:33:22,950 --> 00:33:22,960 invitation for for a phone call? Let's 1873 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:25,029 invitation for for a phone call? Let's see what happens. Huh? 1874 00:33:25,029 --> 00:33:25,039 see what happens. Huh? 1875 00:33:25,039 --> 00:33:27,909 see what happens. Huh? >> You never know. You never know. 1876 00:33:27,909 --> 00:33:27,919 >> You never know. You never know. 1877 00:33:27,919 --> 00:33:30,549 >> You never know. You never know. >> Yeah. Inshallah. So, maybe we can share 1878 00:33:30,549 --> 00:33:30,559 >> Yeah. Inshallah. So, maybe we can share 1879 00:33:30,559 --> 00:33:31,990 >> Yeah. Inshallah. So, maybe we can share this with him. And if he'd like to talk, 1880 00:33:31,990 --> 00:33:32,000 this with him. And if he'd like to talk, 1881 00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,509 this with him. And if he'd like to talk, I'd like to talk with him. Yeah. I'll 1882 00:33:33,509 --> 00:33:33,519 I'd like to talk with him. Yeah. I'll 1883 00:33:33,519 --> 00:33:34,789 I'd like to talk with him. Yeah. I'll make time. 1884 00:33:34,789 --> 00:33:34,799 make time. 1885 00:33:34,799 --> 00:33:37,430 make time. >> So then, okay. So now, um, how how's the 1886 00:33:37,430 --> 00:33:37,440 >> So then, okay. So now, um, how how's the 1887 00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:38,870 >> So then, okay. So now, um, how how's the how's the journey? How's the journey 1888 00:33:38,870 --> 00:33:38,880 how's the journey? How's the journey 1889 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,590 how's the journey? How's the journey been so far? How's, uh, since you took 1890 00:33:41,590 --> 00:33:41,600 been so far? How's, uh, since you took 1891 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:44,549 been so far? How's, uh, since you took your shahada till now? Well, after I 1892 00:33:44,549 --> 00:33:44,559 your shahada till now? Well, after I 1893 00:33:44,559 --> 00:33:47,509 your shahada till now? Well, after I took after I moved to uh Spring Hill, 1894 00:33:47,509 --> 00:33:47,519 took after I moved to uh Spring Hill, 1895 00:33:47,519 --> 00:33:47,830 took after I moved to uh Spring Hill, >> yeah, 1896 00:33:47,830 --> 00:33:47,840 >> yeah, 1897 00:33:47,840 --> 00:33:52,389 >> yeah, >> I had some sisters um show me to pray. I 1898 00:33:52,389 --> 00:33:52,399 >> I had some sisters um show me to pray. I 1899 00:33:52,399 --> 00:33:54,310 >> I had some sisters um show me to pray. I I used to work the night shift and then 1900 00:33:54,310 --> 00:33:54,320 I used to work the night shift and then 1901 00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:56,389 I used to work the night shift and then I would take five classes during the 1902 00:33:56,389 --> 00:33:56,399 I would take five classes during the 1903 00:33:56,399 --> 00:33:57,269 I would take five classes during the week 1904 00:33:57,269 --> 00:33:57,279 week 1905 00:33:57,279 --> 00:33:58,950 week >> on Islam. 1906 00:33:58,950 --> 00:33:58,960 >> on Islam. 1907 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:01,590 >> on Islam. >> Uh and 1908 00:34:01,590 --> 00:34:01,600 >> Uh and 1909 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:04,310 >> Uh and I just wanted I was just wanting to know 1910 00:34:04,310 --> 00:34:04,320 I just wanted I was just wanting to know 1911 00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:07,590 I just wanted I was just wanting to know more and more and more. So 1912 00:34:07,590 --> 00:34:07,600 more and more and more. So 1913 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:11,030 more and more and more. So >> now now you there comparing earlier in 1914 00:34:11,030 --> 00:34:11,040 >> now now you there comparing earlier in 1915 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:13,349 >> now now you there comparing earlier in your story you're at the the church and 1916 00:34:13,349 --> 00:34:13,359 your story you're at the the church and 1917 00:34:13,359 --> 00:34:15,109 your story you're at the the church and I say why don't you stay with it 1918 00:34:15,109 --> 00:34:15,119 I say why don't you stay with it 1919 00:34:15,119 --> 00:34:17,990 I say why don't you stay with it something was missing is that you said 1920 00:34:17,990 --> 00:34:18,000 something was missing is that you said 1921 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:20,629 something was missing is that you said it's a void is that void filled now 1922 00:34:20,629 --> 00:34:20,639 it's a void is that void filled now 1923 00:34:20,639 --> 00:34:22,389 it's a void is that void filled now >> it is what's the difference in the 1924 00:34:22,389 --> 00:34:22,399 >> it is what's the difference in the 1925 00:34:22,399 --> 00:34:23,909 >> it is what's the difference in the feeling 1926 00:34:23,909 --> 00:34:23,919 feeling 1927 00:34:23,919 --> 00:34:27,750 feeling >> it's the way of life the way you live 1928 00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:27,760 >> it's the way of life the way you live 1929 00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,629 >> it's the way of life the way you live >> and I know I lost a lot of family 1930 00:34:30,629 --> 00:34:30,639 >> and I know I lost a lot of family 1931 00:34:30,639 --> 00:34:32,629 >> and I know I lost a lot of family >> I lost a lot of friends but 1932 00:34:32,629 --> 00:34:32,639 >> I lost a lot of friends but 1933 00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:35,589 >> I lost a lot of friends but alhamdulillah I gained the umah 1934 00:34:35,589 --> 00:34:35,599 alhamdulillah I gained the umah 1935 00:34:35,599 --> 00:34:37,829 alhamdulillah I gained the umah Wow. 1936 00:34:37,829 --> 00:34:37,839 Wow. 1937 00:34:37,839 --> 00:34:39,589 Wow. >> So, so you have a a new family of 1938 00:34:39,589 --> 00:34:39,599 >> So, so you have a a new family of 1939 00:34:39,599 --> 00:34:41,669 >> So, so you have a a new family of sisterhood of 1940 00:34:41,669 --> 00:34:41,679 sisterhood of 1941 00:34:41,679 --> 00:34:44,950 sisterhood of of the um the community. Yeah. So, 1942 00:34:44,950 --> 00:34:44,960 of the um the community. Yeah. So, 1943 00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:46,550 of the um the community. Yeah. So, that's filled. The the void is filled 1944 00:34:46,550 --> 00:34:46,560 that's filled. The the void is filled 1945 00:34:46,560 --> 00:34:48,470 that's filled. The the void is filled now. You know your purpose in life. 1946 00:34:48,470 --> 00:34:48,480 now. You know your purpose in life. 1947 00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:49,030 now. You know your purpose in life. >> Yes. 1948 00:34:49,030 --> 00:34:49,040 >> Yes. 1949 00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:51,109 >> Yes. >> Why you've been created? The evidence 1950 00:34:51,109 --> 00:34:51,119 >> Why you've been created? The evidence 1951 00:34:51,119 --> 00:34:53,510 >> Why you've been created? The evidence has been clear. Everything's laid out. 1952 00:34:53,510 --> 00:34:53,520 has been clear. Everything's laid out. 1953 00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:55,829 has been clear. Everything's laid out. Tell us about the dream now. When did 1954 00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:55,839 Tell us about the dream now. When did 1955 00:34:55,839 --> 00:34:57,510 Tell us about the dream now. When did it's come up again? 1956 00:34:57,510 --> 00:34:57,520 it's come up again? 1957 00:34:57,520 --> 00:34:59,109 it's come up again? >> I was watching your show. 1958 00:34:59,109 --> 00:34:59,119 >> I was watching your show. 1959 00:34:59,119 --> 00:35:01,190 >> I was watching your show. >> Uhhuh. And in the background, I saw the 1960 00:35:01,190 --> 00:35:01,200 >> Uhhuh. And in the background, I saw the 1961 00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:02,710 >> Uhhuh. And in the background, I saw the eight-ointed star. 1962 00:35:02,710 --> 00:35:02,720 eight-ointed star. 1963 00:35:02,720 --> 00:35:04,390 eight-ointed star. >> And that reminded me of that dream 1964 00:35:04,390 --> 00:35:04,400 >> And that reminded me of that dream 1965 00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:04,950 >> And that reminded me of that dream again. 1966 00:35:04,950 --> 00:35:04,960 again. 1967 00:35:04,960 --> 00:35:07,270 again. >> Which eight-ointed star? 1968 00:35:07,270 --> 00:35:07,280 >> Which eight-ointed star? 1969 00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:11,589 >> Which eight-ointed star? >> Uh the one with the um the necklace 1970 00:35:11,589 --> 00:35:11,599 >> Uh the one with the um the necklace 1971 00:35:11,599 --> 00:35:14,069 >> Uh the one with the um the necklace >> with the metal stone was floating. 1972 00:35:14,069 --> 00:35:14,079 >> with the metal stone was floating. 1973 00:35:14,079 --> 00:35:16,150 >> with the metal stone was floating. >> Yeah. That was somewhere in one of the 1974 00:35:16,150 --> 00:35:16,160 >> Yeah. That was somewhere in one of the 1975 00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:17,510 >> Yeah. That was somewhere in one of the episodes. 1976 00:35:17,510 --> 00:35:17,520 episodes. 1977 00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:20,069 episodes. >> Yeah. You had a a eight-ointed star like 1978 00:35:20,069 --> 00:35:20,079 >> Yeah. You had a a eight-ointed star like 1979 00:35:20,079 --> 00:35:22,550 >> Yeah. You had a a eight-ointed star like by your name. Must have been an old one. 1980 00:35:22,550 --> 00:35:22,560 by your name. Must have been an old one. 1981 00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:25,030 by your name. Must have been an old one. >> Oh, one of maybe one of the logo. Yeah. 1982 00:35:25,030 --> 00:35:25,040 >> Oh, one of maybe one of the logo. Yeah. 1983 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:28,630 >> Oh, one of maybe one of the logo. Yeah. I'm trying to think. 1984 00:35:28,630 --> 00:35:28,640 1985 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:31,190 So, you saw something that connected 1986 00:35:31,190 --> 00:35:31,200 So, you saw something that connected 1987 00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:33,109 So, you saw something that connected with your dream through one of our 1988 00:35:33,109 --> 00:35:33,119 with your dream through one of our 1989 00:35:33,119 --> 00:35:35,670 with your dream through one of our shows, something that we had a design or 1990 00:35:35,670 --> 00:35:35,680 shows, something that we had a design or 1991 00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:38,950 shows, something that we had a design or something that and that and that kicked 1992 00:35:38,950 --> 00:35:38,960 something that and that and that kicked 1993 00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:41,109 something that and that and that kicked back triggered the memory from when you 1994 00:35:41,109 --> 00:35:41,119 back triggered the memory from when you 1995 00:35:41,119 --> 00:35:42,630 back triggered the memory from when you were four and had that dream. 1996 00:35:42,630 --> 00:35:42,640 were four and had that dream. 1997 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:43,109 were four and had that dream. >> Mhm. 1998 00:35:43,109 --> 00:35:43,119 >> Mhm. 1999 00:35:43,119 --> 00:35:45,109 >> Mhm. >> Okay. Wow. 2000 00:35:45,109 --> 00:35:45,119 >> Okay. Wow. 2001 00:35:45,119 --> 00:35:48,550 >> Okay. Wow. >> So, I looked it up. I I don't know if I 2002 00:35:48,550 --> 00:35:48,560 >> So, I looked it up. I I don't know if I 2003 00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:51,430 >> So, I looked it up. I I don't know if I don't know if it's what the actual I've 2004 00:35:51,430 --> 00:35:51,440 don't know if it's what the actual I've 2005 00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:53,109 don't know if it's what the actual I've seen two things and I don't know if 2006 00:35:53,109 --> 00:35:53,119 seen two things and I don't know if 2007 00:35:53,119 --> 00:35:55,030 seen two things and I don't know if they're correct. I really should see a 2008 00:35:55,030 --> 00:35:55,040 they're correct. I really should see a 2009 00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:57,190 they're correct. I really should see a imam or you know someone with more 2010 00:35:57,190 --> 00:35:57,200 imam or you know someone with more 2011 00:35:57,200 --> 00:35:58,390 imam or you know someone with more knowledge 2012 00:35:58,390 --> 00:35:58,400 knowledge 2013 00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:01,349 knowledge >> but um the eight-ointed star I know it's 2014 00:36:01,349 --> 00:36:01,359 >> but um the eight-ointed star I know it's 2015 00:36:01,359 --> 00:36:05,990 >> but um the eight-ointed star I know it's in the Quran like when the juice 2016 00:36:05,990 --> 00:36:06,000 in the Quran like when the juice 2017 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:09,990 in the Quran like when the juice >> um and I read somewhere but I don't 2018 00:36:09,990 --> 00:36:10,000 >> um and I read somewhere but I don't 2019 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,550 >> um and I read somewhere but I don't can't remember like it's a seal a seal 2020 00:36:12,550 --> 00:36:12,560 can't remember like it's a seal a seal 2021 00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:14,390 can't remember like it's a seal a seal of the prophet 2022 00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:14,400 of the prophet 2023 00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:16,069 of the prophet >> so 2024 00:36:16,069 --> 00:36:16,079 >> so 2025 00:36:16,079 --> 00:36:18,150 >> so I'm not exactly 2026 00:36:18,150 --> 00:36:18,160 I'm not exactly 2027 00:36:18,160 --> 00:36:20,630 I'm not exactly >> yeah there's not too much symbolism with 2028 00:36:20,630 --> 00:36:20,640 >> yeah there's not too much symbolism with 2029 00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:22,950 >> yeah there's not too much symbolism with something with like people associate 2030 00:36:22,950 --> 00:36:22,960 something with like people associate 2031 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:26,310 something with like people associate cross with Christianity even the the the 2032 00:36:26,310 --> 00:36:26,320 cross with Christianity even the the the 2033 00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:28,790 cross with Christianity even the the the moon and the star. this is not really 2034 00:36:28,790 --> 00:36:28,800 moon and the star. this is not really 2035 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:32,150 moon and the star. this is not really something that's um uh labeled to that 2036 00:36:32,150 --> 00:36:32,160 something that's um uh labeled to that 2037 00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:34,470 something that's um uh labeled to that came up later but there's nothing that's 2038 00:36:34,470 --> 00:36:34,480 came up later but there's nothing that's 2039 00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:36,790 came up later but there's nothing that's really okay you have to be connected to 2040 00:36:36,790 --> 00:36:36,800 really okay you have to be connected to 2041 00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:39,510 really okay you have to be connected to this like people are connected to a star 2042 00:36:39,510 --> 00:36:39,520 this like people are connected to a star 2043 00:36:39,520 --> 00:36:42,390 this like people are connected to a star where the crescent with you know that 2044 00:36:42,390 --> 00:36:42,400 where the crescent with you know that 2045 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:44,630 where the crescent with you know that came later but uh we don't have much of 2046 00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:44,640 came later but uh we don't have much of 2047 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,150 came later but uh we don't have much of that symbolism 2048 00:36:46,150 --> 00:36:46,160 that symbolism 2049 00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:48,069 that symbolism >> but it's interesting that there was I'm 2050 00:36:48,069 --> 00:36:48,079 >> but it's interesting that there was I'm 2051 00:36:48,079 --> 00:36:49,430 >> but it's interesting that there was I'm sure it was some kind of design 2052 00:36:49,430 --> 00:36:49,440 sure it was some kind of design 2053 00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:51,670 sure it was some kind of design something yeah and then it connected you 2054 00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:51,680 something yeah and then it connected you 2055 00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:53,190 something yeah and then it connected you saw wow 2056 00:36:53,190 --> 00:36:53,200 saw wow 2057 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:55,510 saw wow >> and then I looking back I see all the 2058 00:36:55,510 --> 00:36:55,520 >> and then I looking back I see all the 2059 00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:58,630 >> and then I looking back I see all the different times it could have been. 2060 00:36:58,630 --> 00:36:58,640 different times it could have been. 2061 00:36:58,640 --> 00:37:00,310 different times it could have been. Allah was persistent. 2062 00:37:00,310 --> 00:37:00,320 Allah was persistent. 2063 00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:01,990 Allah was persistent. >> Yeah. 2064 00:37:01,990 --> 00:37:02,000 >> Yeah. 2065 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:05,750 >> Yeah. Subhan Allah. And then um no more jin. 2066 00:37:05,750 --> 00:37:05,760 Subhan Allah. And then um no more jin. 2067 00:37:05,760 --> 00:37:08,870 Subhan Allah. And then um no more jin. >> Oh, no more jin. After I I we filed 2068 00:37:08,870 --> 00:37:08,880 >> Oh, no more jin. After I I we filed 2069 00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:12,470 >> Oh, no more jin. After I I we filed after I left him, I never had a problem. 2070 00:37:12,470 --> 00:37:12,480 after I left him, I never had a problem. 2071 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,310 after I left him, I never had a problem. And when he would come to pick up the 2072 00:37:14,310 --> 00:37:14,320 And when he would come to pick up the 2073 00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:17,190 And when he would come to pick up the kids, I would play Albak. 2074 00:37:17,190 --> 00:37:17,200 kids, I would play Albak. 2075 00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:19,430 kids, I would play Albak. >> Surah Albak. That's second chapter of 2076 00:37:19,430 --> 00:37:19,440 >> Surah Albak. That's second chapter of 2077 00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:22,470 >> Surah Albak. That's second chapter of the Quran to chase away any of the the 2078 00:37:22,470 --> 00:37:22,480 the Quran to chase away any of the the 2079 00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:26,630 the Quran to chase away any of the the shiatin, the devils, the the jin. Yeah. 2080 00:37:26,630 --> 00:37:26,640 shiatin, the devils, the the jin. Yeah. 2081 00:37:26,640 --> 00:37:28,550 shiatin, the devils, the the jin. Yeah. Wow. What what advice do you have for 2082 00:37:28,550 --> 00:37:28,560 Wow. What what advice do you have for 2083 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,470 Wow. What what advice do you have for people who are kind of in a similar 2084 00:37:30,470 --> 00:37:30,480 people who are kind of in a similar 2085 00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:33,349 people who are kind of in a similar situation? They go to um their religious 2086 00:37:33,349 --> 00:37:33,359 situation? They go to um their religious 2087 00:37:33,359 --> 00:37:35,589 situation? They go to um their religious institutions. They're not happy. There's 2088 00:37:35,589 --> 00:37:35,599 institutions. They're not happy. There's 2089 00:37:35,599 --> 00:37:38,470 institutions. They're not happy. There's a void. It doesn't add up. God being a 2090 00:37:38,470 --> 00:37:38,480 a void. It doesn't add up. God being a 2091 00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:40,870 a void. It doesn't add up. God being a man, three in one or or many of these 2092 00:37:40,870 --> 00:37:40,880 man, three in one or or many of these 2093 00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:43,109 man, three in one or or many of these man-made religions, it's it just doesn't 2094 00:37:43,109 --> 00:37:43,119 man-made religions, it's it just doesn't 2095 00:37:43,119 --> 00:37:48,069 man-made religions, it's it just doesn't fill. But you see, there's a big push, a 2096 00:37:48,069 --> 00:37:48,079 fill. But you see, there's a big push, a 2097 00:37:48,079 --> 00:37:50,470 fill. But you see, there's a big push, a lot of money is being spent to push 2098 00:37:50,470 --> 00:37:50,480 lot of money is being spent to push 2099 00:37:50,480 --> 00:37:52,390 lot of money is being spent to push people away from Islam by demonizing, 2100 00:37:52,390 --> 00:37:52,400 people away from Islam by demonizing, 2101 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,950 people away from Islam by demonizing, stigmatizing, and misinformation 2102 00:37:54,950 --> 00:37:54,960 stigmatizing, and misinformation 2103 00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:56,630 stigmatizing, and misinformation campaign about Islam. But they're tuned 2104 00:37:56,630 --> 00:37:56,640 campaign about Islam. But they're tuned 2105 00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:57,910 campaign about Islam. But they're tuned in just like you. They tuned in. What 2106 00:37:57,910 --> 00:37:57,920 in just like you. They tuned in. What 2107 00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:00,150 in just like you. They tuned in. What What advice would you give them? 2108 00:38:00,150 --> 00:38:00,160 What advice would you give them? 2109 00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:02,870 What advice would you give them? >> I would say to really do your research. 2110 00:38:02,870 --> 00:38:02,880 >> I would say to really do your research. 2111 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:05,510 >> I would say to really do your research. Go to your local masid and talk to a 2112 00:38:05,510 --> 00:38:05,520 Go to your local masid and talk to a 2113 00:38:05,520 --> 00:38:09,190 Go to your local masid and talk to a imam that you're the media. They they're 2114 00:38:09,190 --> 00:38:09,200 imam that you're the media. They they're 2115 00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,270 imam that you're the media. They they're there just for entertainment purposes. 2116 00:38:11,270 --> 00:38:11,280 there just for entertainment purposes. 2117 00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:11,510 there just for entertainment purposes. Mhm. 2118 00:38:11,510 --> 00:38:11,520 Mhm. 2119 00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:13,670 Mhm. >> They're not there to educate anybody. 2120 00:38:13,670 --> 00:38:13,680 >> They're not there to educate anybody. 2121 00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:14,230 >> They're not there to educate anybody. >> Mhm. 2122 00:38:14,230 --> 00:38:14,240 >> Mhm. 2123 00:38:14,240 --> 00:38:17,109 >> Mhm. >> So I would go to an imam, even watch 2124 00:38:17,109 --> 00:38:17,119 >> So I would go to an imam, even watch 2125 00:38:17,119 --> 00:38:19,670 >> So I would go to an imam, even watch your show, look at those things that I 2126 00:38:19,670 --> 00:38:19,680 your show, look at those things that I 2127 00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:22,310 your show, look at those things that I saw in the libraries that you had all 2128 00:38:22,310 --> 00:38:22,320 saw in the libraries that you had all 2129 00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:23,910 saw in the libraries that you had all kinds of subjects. 2130 00:38:23,910 --> 00:38:23,920 kinds of subjects. 2131 00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:24,550 kinds of subjects. >> Yeah. 2132 00:38:24,550 --> 00:38:24,560 >> Yeah. 2133 00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,470 >> Yeah. >> That they can learn about. 2134 00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:26,480 >> That they can learn about. 2135 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:28,310 >> That they can learn about. >> Now we have a chat box. We have actually 2136 00:38:28,310 --> 00:38:28,320 >> Now we have a chat box. We have actually 2137 00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:30,790 >> Now we have a chat box. We have actually live people there. We give out free 2138 00:38:30,790 --> 00:38:30,800 live people there. We give out free 2139 00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:33,670 live people there. We give out free Qurans. People could go there, ask 2140 00:38:33,670 --> 00:38:33,680 Qurans. People could go there, ask 2141 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:36,870 Qurans. People could go there, ask questions. Yeah. And I even on took a 2142 00:38:36,870 --> 00:38:36,880 questions. Yeah. And I even on took a 2143 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:39,109 questions. Yeah. And I even on took a test when I was uh before I became 2144 00:38:39,109 --> 00:38:39,119 test when I was uh before I became 2145 00:38:39,119 --> 00:38:41,990 test when I was uh before I became Muslim on I researched the three 2146 00:38:41,990 --> 00:38:42,000 Muslim on I researched the three 2147 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:43,430 Muslim on I researched the three Abrahamic faith. 2148 00:38:43,430 --> 00:38:43,440 Abrahamic faith. 2149 00:38:43,440 --> 00:38:43,829 Abrahamic faith. >> Mh. 2150 00:38:43,829 --> 00:38:43,839 >> Mh. 2151 00:38:43,839 --> 00:38:45,430 >> Mh. >> And every time I took the test, it 2152 00:38:45,430 --> 00:38:45,440 >> And every time I took the test, it 2153 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:49,030 >> And every time I took the test, it always came back. I was Islam. Islam. 2154 00:38:49,030 --> 00:38:49,040 always came back. I was Islam. Islam. 2155 00:38:49,040 --> 00:38:49,910 always came back. I was Islam. Islam. Islam. 2156 00:38:49,910 --> 00:38:49,920 Islam. 2157 00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:52,470 Islam. >> Yeah. For those that um have never heard 2158 00:38:52,470 --> 00:38:52,480 >> Yeah. For those that um have never heard 2159 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:54,710 >> Yeah. For those that um have never heard this or have heard the word, but they so 2160 00:38:54,710 --> 00:38:54,720 this or have heard the word, but they so 2161 00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:55,910 this or have heard the word, but they so many different things pop up in their 2162 00:38:55,910 --> 00:38:55,920 many different things pop up in their 2163 00:38:55,920 --> 00:38:58,950 many different things pop up in their head. Islam I mean like uh you know now 2164 00:38:58,950 --> 00:38:58,960 head. Islam I mean like uh you know now 2165 00:38:58,960 --> 00:39:00,550 head. Islam I mean like uh you know now it just means submission to the will of 2166 00:39:00,550 --> 00:39:00,560 it just means submission to the will of 2167 00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:03,670 it just means submission to the will of the creator. Worshiping God alone. the 2168 00:39:03,670 --> 00:39:03,680 the creator. Worshiping God alone. the 2169 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,750 the creator. Worshiping God alone. the creator not his creation and if you can 2170 00:39:05,750 --> 00:39:05,760 creator not his creation and if you can 2171 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:08,230 creator not his creation and if you can understand and dig that I say pure 2172 00:39:08,230 --> 00:39:08,240 understand and dig that I say pure 2173 00:39:08,240 --> 00:39:10,390 understand and dig that I say pure absolute monotheism everything else will 2174 00:39:10,390 --> 00:39:10,400 absolute monotheism everything else will 2175 00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,870 absolute monotheism everything else will fall in place that's the main message to 2176 00:39:12,870 --> 00:39:12,880 fall in place that's the main message to 2177 00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:14,790 fall in place that's the main message to have a direct connection with the one 2178 00:39:14,790 --> 00:39:14,800 have a direct connection with the one 2179 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:16,150 have a direct connection with the one who created you the one that Jesus 2180 00:39:16,150 --> 00:39:16,160 who created you the one that Jesus 2181 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:19,430 who created you the one that Jesus worshiped Moses Abraham they all came 2182 00:39:19,430 --> 00:39:19,440 worshiped Moses Abraham they all came 2183 00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:21,030 worshiped Moses Abraham they all came with the same message submit your will 2184 00:39:21,030 --> 00:39:21,040 with the same message submit your will 2185 00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:22,630 with the same message submit your will not to a human being but to the creator 2186 00:39:22,630 --> 00:39:22,640 not to a human being but to the creator 2187 00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:24,870 not to a human being but to the creator of the creation and everything else the 2188 00:39:24,870 --> 00:39:24,880 of the creation and everything else the 2189 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:26,550 of the creation and everything else the one that all the prophets and messengers 2190 00:39:26,550 --> 00:39:26,560 one that all the prophets and messengers 2191 00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:28,630 one that all the prophets and messengers worshiped and Muhammad is the last and 2192 00:39:28,630 --> 00:39:28,640 worshiped and Muhammad is the last and 2193 00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:30,950 worshiped and Muhammad is the last and final messenger and we have the Quran a 2194 00:39:30,950 --> 00:39:30,960 final messenger and we have the Quran a 2195 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:33,190 final messenger and we have the Quran a living miracle proof and evidence 2196 00:39:33,190 --> 00:39:33,200 living miracle proof and evidence 2197 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:35,750 living miracle proof and evidence till the end of time, purpose of life, 2198 00:39:35,750 --> 00:39:35,760 till the end of time, purpose of life, 2199 00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:37,270 till the end of time, purpose of life, everything you need is in there. And 2200 00:39:37,270 --> 00:39:37,280 everything you need is in there. And 2201 00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:40,230 everything you need is in there. And then also the glad tidings of paradise, 2202 00:39:40,230 --> 00:39:40,240 then also the glad tidings of paradise, 2203 00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:42,150 then also the glad tidings of paradise, descriptions of hellfire to avoid it, 2204 00:39:42,150 --> 00:39:42,160 descriptions of hellfire to avoid it, 2205 00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:44,710 descriptions of hellfire to avoid it, how to avoid it, and it's your blueprint 2206 00:39:44,710 --> 00:39:44,720 how to avoid it, and it's your blueprint 2207 00:39:44,720 --> 00:39:47,589 how to avoid it, and it's your blueprint for life. Now you're living it. Void is 2208 00:39:47,589 --> 00:39:47,599 for life. Now you're living it. Void is 2209 00:39:47,599 --> 00:39:49,670 for life. Now you're living it. Void is filled. And 2210 00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:49,680 filled. And 2211 00:39:49,680 --> 00:39:51,190 filled. And >> yeah, I'm trying to do as many good 2212 00:39:51,190 --> 00:39:51,200 >> yeah, I'm trying to do as many good 2213 00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:53,589 >> yeah, I'm trying to do as many good deeds as I possibly can. 2214 00:39:53,589 --> 00:39:53,599 deeds as I possibly can. 2215 00:39:53,599 --> 00:39:55,750 deeds as I possibly can. >> And for the people that know, um, 2216 00:39:55,750 --> 00:39:55,760 >> And for the people that know, um, 2217 00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:57,030 >> And for the people that know, um, because a lot of times people I just 2218 00:39:57,030 --> 00:39:57,040 because a lot of times people I just 2219 00:39:57,040 --> 00:39:58,550 because a lot of times people I just want to address this. Oh, you think 2220 00:39:58,550 --> 00:39:58,560 want to address this. Oh, you think 2221 00:39:58,560 --> 00:39:59,829 want to address this. Oh, you think because you're going to get your way to 2222 00:39:59,829 --> 00:39:59,839 because you're going to get your way to 2223 00:39:59,839 --> 00:40:01,510 because you're going to get your way to paradise because of good deeds. That's 2224 00:40:01,510 --> 00:40:01,520 paradise because of good deeds. That's 2225 00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:04,230 paradise because of good deeds. That's the manifestation of your faith. That's 2226 00:40:04,230 --> 00:40:04,240 the manifestation of your faith. That's 2227 00:40:04,240 --> 00:40:08,470 the manifestation of your faith. That's action. And at the end, it's God's mercy 2228 00:40:08,470 --> 00:40:08,480 action. And at the end, it's God's mercy 2229 00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:11,109 action. And at the end, it's God's mercy and grace. That's how we end up getting 2230 00:40:11,109 --> 00:40:11,119 and grace. That's how we end up getting 2231 00:40:11,119 --> 00:40:13,990 and grace. That's how we end up getting his paradise and his forgiveness. But 2232 00:40:13,990 --> 00:40:14,000 his paradise and his forgiveness. But 2233 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:15,750 his paradise and his forgiveness. But you got to act on what you believe. It 2234 00:40:15,750 --> 00:40:15,760 you got to act on what you believe. It 2235 00:40:15,760 --> 00:40:18,230 you got to act on what you believe. It can't just be lip service. 2236 00:40:18,230 --> 00:40:18,240 can't just be lip service. 2237 00:40:18,240 --> 00:40:21,190 can't just be lip service. >> Yep. So, doing the good deeds. Thank you 2238 00:40:21,190 --> 00:40:21,200 >> Yep. So, doing the good deeds. Thank you 2239 00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:24,069 >> Yep. So, doing the good deeds. Thank you very much for for the gift. It was a 2240 00:40:24,069 --> 00:40:24,079 very much for for the gift. It was a 2241 00:40:24,079 --> 00:40:26,069 very much for for the gift. It was a amazing surprise. I really appreciate 2242 00:40:26,069 --> 00:40:26,079 amazing surprise. I really appreciate 2243 00:40:26,079 --> 00:40:29,829 amazing surprise. I really appreciate that. May Allah almighty reward you and 2244 00:40:29,829 --> 00:40:29,839 that. May Allah almighty reward you and 2245 00:40:29,839 --> 00:40:32,870 that. May Allah almighty reward you and continue to bless you on your journey. 2246 00:40:32,870 --> 00:40:32,880 continue to bless you on your journey. 2247 00:40:32,880 --> 00:40:35,510 continue to bless you on your journey. And uh I hope uh maybe I can speak to 2248 00:40:35,510 --> 00:40:35,520 And uh I hope uh maybe I can speak to 2249 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:37,750 And uh I hope uh maybe I can speak to your father someday 2250 00:40:37,750 --> 00:40:37,760 your father someday 2251 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:39,270 your father someday inshallah. Thank you sister. 2252 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:39,280 inshallah. Thank you sister. 2253 00:40:39,280 --> 00:40:41,760 inshallah. Thank you sister. >> Thank you.